525+526八独中田径锦标赛——千人操:)

这应该是我最后一次参加千人操了吧？
看在我老爸不鼓励我读高三的份上。。。
这应该成为了事实。。
hoho。。
这次的千人操我只能说我死而无憾了X))
本小姐。。。终于是喊up的那个了:DD
YESSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok啦..原谅我的自high =.=
然后我们的脚步都超齐的说:)
以上一次参加的时候。。
我记得前面的独中走得很小步，1/4脚步叻O.O
然后我们走的路程比现在长200米
将近走完400米了
结果走到大家的脚步从超齐变成超齐。。
不一样的是。。
大家的步伐和手都不一样了==
虽然那个"beat"还是对的XDD
振文那时还跟我们说你们做得不错。。
我们的表情就是...>>> O.O (serious?!)

这次的千人操。。
不懂是不是我的错觉。。
公假比之前少？
练习时间也比较少？
可是比之前齐^v^
楼上的田径队告诉我
我们的脚步都是一起起来一起下来
OMG..就是超齐中的超齐啦！！
but 老师说我们走得太小步了。。（1/2脚步了）
所以要我们走大步一点。。要不然全部人会等我们一间学校
第二天正式的时候
我们走大步一点了。。
才发现其他的学校都copy我们O.O。。。
弄到我们好像走到Macam很大步。。。（1脚步）
然后他们说没有之前的齐了
也许是因为我们有停下来原地踏步所以看起来比较不齐的错觉吧？
因为我觉得我们还是很齐     :目
总之我还是觉得我们超强的说。。。哇咔咔:DD

站在太阳底下的我们
第一天的彩排。。
简直是天堂。。
天阴凉，不断有风吹过。。
OMG..简直picnic天
超爽X))
第二天的正式开幕
简直是==。。。它的差不多反义词
虽然我还是没问题。。。
有一点点风
but then太阳依然那么大公无私地散播出它那可爱的光芒。。
我的sunblock 已经流到差不多完了=0=
but then那时我已经不介意了。。
担心我的那些可爱的宝贝们会撑不住了。。
因为很猛一下==
还是有人撑不住了。。
可是他们都没有倒下来哟。。
上一次学长们倒下来了。。
却依然赶的急在千人操的时候回来。。
他们认为太可惜了嘛><

千人操后。。
大家都回到去和田径share休息处。。
but hor..休息处倒是没有什么人。。
休息处上面人就一堆。。
因为太阳依然那么的慈祥:))

看到弄到我很兴奋的很蚂蚁的管乐队！！xDDD
真的很强大咯他们。。
每次看到他们我就超级兴奋。。
齐到不能再齐。。。
OMG..

妹还在那里解她的sudoku..就是为了要xx吃掉那张sudoku纸。。
LOL
妹。。不管怎样我依然支持你:)..
no matter what happens.. always remember I will be right behind you
:))...
虽然我不是田径没有办法那么透彻地了解你的痛处。。
但是。。
我真的很希望你不要gok在心里面。。
没有营养的东西就是要“排泄”出来的。。;)
懂吗。。需要找人倾诉时。。我的手机永远保持开机状态:)

敏~老婆:DD..
真的很替你开心哟！！
觉得你超强的说！！
哈哈哈
可以死而无憾了？？
找一天我们出街区请老公我，你吃东西！！xDD

小鸡蛋。。拿第一吓到我了0.0
果然。。
用滚的比较快xDD
大家一直叫我改口不要用小鸡蛋要用小蔡(aka.. veggie boss >>> aka= also known as)
结果你真的用滚得。。从最后到第一。。
觉得可惜一定有的。。
let it go :))
对我们全部人来说。。
你已经是我们的冠军了。。呵呵（对ahem也一定是料的啦;) ）

还有超多人的说。。
一个一个讲。。就够力咯。。
哈哈。。
第一次学田径的口号。。
觉得够sakai够震撼性。。
团康口号组。。学某？？xP...
but then 很兴奋咯。。
T n F的bond 真的很紧。。谢谢你们给我这个机会感觉到你们的温馨:)
尽管是那么一下子。。。

♥♥ 520 ♥♥

520??? five ...... fii...... phiharmonic HALLL !!!
SPENT most of the day listenin to that string concerto :)) with jean, mum, eli姐姐，her friends and her student

520 = I Love You in chinese
to me ... it is represents my rejoice of finding of love and passion for strings again :))
no, its not nylon string, its not any other "String" string but... spring as in Le Violin.... :DD

This is the third time i went to phiharmonic hall to listen to orchetras... but each with a different kind of perspectives...
#1 : I went with my family to listen to some 20th century music at the first interval of the orchestra... because my teacher TOLD me to... and ..... uhm..... ei....... I ....... kinda ........ fell asle....eeppp?? GOD! Twasn't Me !!! ... It was THE COKE!!!... the refreshment during the intervel that made my stomach ache like craz.... crazier than crazy frog!!... and I can't possibly just STAND up and go to the toilet when everyone looks at you because the chair squeaks once u move an eensy teensy bit.. so.... i just let myself relax... and maybe... i relax a little too much???...I kinda woke up at the bang of the last few note... haha... when the teacher asked me which song i liked the most.. i just said the last song because it was very energetic and light (NO, seriously it really was !! Otherwise i wouldn't wake up because of it :P ) .. I have to say I didn't really enjoy it... probably because of my stomach ache ...**ahem and 20th century music is just toooo abstract to me ... D;.... I swear i tried my best to love it (with my eyes closed of course) the last piece would probably be my favourite since it was played by mendelssohn.. :)) ... at least his ain't that abstract ..ahahahhaa :DD
#2: I went there again with my ma... (this time not with my pa and my bros' since they figured that the conducter was more attractive than the music ) and this time.. I was proud to say... I DIDN"T SLEEP :DDD... although... i was day-dreaming most of the time... i forgot what i heard  :$ but definitely not 20th century ..hahahhahaa... ;P.. but at least i manage to keep my eyes open ... (i've learnt my lesson every since that 'coke' incident and decided NOT to take any refreshments)
#3: I went there just today :DD... on such a special day ahahaha :P... this time... i learnt how to enjoy the pieces.. and was so ........ so....... into it :*

the phiharmonic hall was kinda grand O.O... the 1st and 2nd time i went there, I sat at the bottom ....today ... as in the 3rd time... we had free VIP tickets(that's what i prefer to call them :P) and get to watch the whole orchestra in a suite!!! XDDD... and i call it ... LE BOX.......haha.... i can see things better... every single faces and such... u can see tiny skinny microphones hanging down low from the ceiling and a green laser light thingy that flashes at those electronic devices that are prohibited...(so.... that's what flashed at us , while we were using hp to take pictures of each other in the auditorium LOL) and there are those long silver piano 'pipes' at the wall so big.. like the organ from "beauty and the beast" it was AMAZING...

the orchestra is all about 'Tchaikovsky and his idol' (aka mozart) I pictured a lot of images throughout the music, it was amazing how i can't help but do it..

I forgot what images i imagined for each piece of music , but i remembered some
# 1 One about a small rabbit getting a little gift , while he was unwrapping it , a BIGGER size rabbit came and wanted to snatch the little rabbit' gift!! but it didn't give up snatching back that gift, for more than twice the bigger size rabbit almost finished unwrapping the gift ! But the little rabbit got it back ... they fought for it... I kinda forgot what type of ending i imagined for this piece of music.. but i think it was the little gift package fell of the cliff.. the bigger size rabbit walked away sadly , but actually the gift was in the little rabbit's hand only the packaging fell off the cliff

#2 About the bee and a humming bird who spotted the same honey on the flower, the humming bird tried to sneak into the bee's hive but although as sly and quiet as a spy it ended being chased out of the hive

#3 About a gloomy man looking out of the window thinking to himself that everything in his life is such a bore, until he spotted a pretty girl speaking outside his house, he couldn't help it but feel excited , excited that he finally had someone to lived for!! but being so used to closing himself up in his house, he battled himself as to whether to go out or stay in, after the constant battle, he decided to walk up to the pretty girl, after a few dates with laughter and sweetness, she said yes..... she became his girlfriend..... which then led on to marriage.......got a few fights, got children to teach, repeating words constantly so that they can learn how to say it right, then his children grew up.. got married..  he had grandchildren ... and died peacefully...

#4 About a jungle life ... how things were done in the afternoon by every animal from the ants to the elephants, in broad daylight, busy yet never tired. Then came night, ripples of water were seen as if they were just in front of me by just listening to the harp.... how the animals snore and such. Soon, summer came, every animal was so freakin lazy ... even the flies got an afternoong nap ..... then ... autumn came, the animals worked extra hard to prepare for winter. Winter, they all went ice skating on the pond ... some intently, some... not so intently ....some fell some scramble around, some skated so gracefully......

it was tremendously a great chance.. feeling sleepy right now.. haha.... gotta sleepp... not in the mood to right anymore of my amazing day :P... cheerios!! ;DD

5月18日~~

就这样年中考试和我say goodbye了。。 我从头到尾都没有压力的feel.. numb料 lolz X)) 考完试其实都没有什么feel。。 考着试还是开了会 处理了一些东西。。 整个小考这样。。 在考完试后的今天。。 我还是没有那种。。 。。。。 。。 释放的感觉哦O.O 不懂作莫。。 只是想着学会的东西。。 师生团的东西。。 == 然后在7点恢复我的生活。。呵呵。。 一开fb就有人chat 的生活。。 哈哈。。 继续扮演我的多重性格角色呗:) 八独中加油！！:DD 可爱的我加油！！XPP 今天要不是因为一个人的生日。。 吼！！ 我就会在家里玩tetris玩到爽爽，吃我的韩国辛辣面，看我的戏:( 做了一些很wai的事情。。 虽然结果没有弄到很好。。 可是至少这样可以减少wai的程度。。 想象不到如果他们全部都像我这样。。wai... OMG..世界乱了O.O 。。 。。 。。。 sorry 啦镇杰没有给你很完美的生日:(.... 去每一家店踩一下讲生日快乐（本来是喊得但是我paiseh.. :$..名牌店叻。。等下他们blacklist 我们LOL） 本来要叫他扮model拍照的tapi他坚持不要D;... PS..刚听到骢哥的karaoke比赛video.. OMG>.超强！！ :DDDD... <3 <3...SUPPORT FOREVA xDD

5月12日~~

考试第二天。。
没有大考feel =0=
整个是小考酱。。
可能是因为不是考试班的原因。。

结果还是没被选中去参加哪个中国航天科技夏令营。。
12个里面选4个==
跟一堆口才超好的人比。。
不简单呵呵。。
不过还是有学到东西啦。。

宇均问我要不要和他去录音:DD
没有去过录音室叻！！
好像很兴奋酱咯我xDD
还在想要不要。。
等下爸妈不给:(。。
很想试下。。16岁嘛就是要难忘
xDD

考试最后一天是星期五:(。。
oh no!!
就是要去钢琴课的意思咯=0=
讨厌。。
出街=问题。。
大问题
想着要不要出。。
都不能去pv..那一带。。
希望我的香蕉可以收留我去tesco 啦。。
拜托。。
不想考完试什么都没做:(..
很对不起自己。。
aikz ><..

年尾姑姑定的飞机票是假期后两个星期叻:DD
就是说。
4s 忠，孝，人，a忠的旅行。。
有机会去咯？！
哈哈。。
超兴奋得xDD..
不过还是要看爸妈给不给去:S..
可是重点是有机会啦！！:DD

很想和朋友出街咯。。还好上次有和4s忠的几个人
去dpc迟steamboat..
要不然我现在可能超级unbalance D;
伤心事不谈。。:)..

考试加油！！^0^

5月10日~~

看过一篇文章。。
愤怒并不是罪过。。
开始觉得这篇文章怪怪的。。摆名要扭曲事实嘛。。
后来想想下。。
还是不对= =
我宁愿把愤怒化成眼泪。。
减少杀伤力。。
可是这样却显示了我的脆弱。。
我不能是脆弱的人。。
绝对不能。。

习惯把站岗遇到的问题写在我团簿里面
如果真的有看过我的团簿。。
相信你们也看不是很懂
呵呵。。
排版顺序大调乱。。
字体丑爆了（边走边写嘛）
真希望可以有一天站岗的时候，不需要我开到团簿:(
宝贝们。。
让我们操心。。
一个两个。。出了问题没关系，还在那里死命藏在心里不说？
sad case。。
面对4个小队，20多个人。。
队长和队员。。
我都很爱你们。。
对不起。。
我没有办法。。一个一个去很仔细地和你们谈谈。。
可是相信我
我真的很想
总觉得你们这班死仔包
心里头的秘密，不满，悲伤已经把你们的心都挤到差不多爆了
想回信
可是。。。
我也必须调节一下我的心态才能回信
如果连我自己都没有办法搞好我的问题，怎么有资格告诉你们该怎么做。。对不对？

对不起。。
雪晶。。因为我的问题。。
害你被训育老师讲。。
我会改进的。。
对不起各位。。
我没办法好好地跟你们聊。。
没办法一次过解决全部人的问题。。
对不起。。
真的很对不起:(...

Go The Distance, Reflection :)

最近又重新迷disney..:)
 after listening .. feel myself being capable of achieving anything :)
trying my best not to lose confidence again..
and guess what
these songs...
lighten me up
well..
not actually lighten me up
but at least..
I remember what my dreams are, and remember why i have come this far :)

"eat, pray, love" is a great show
i admit that i din actually get what it wanted to say
the first time i watch this movie wif my dad
but after a few more times of watching
i get it :)
there's more to life
remember the reason you live~
remember why you are breathing now~
if you don't know .. then try to know it  :)..
if you get what i mean..
because.. in the end.. everything you have.. wouldn't be important anymore
important thing is you had fun :) .. well at least try to enjoy it ;)

5月7日~~

明天开始考试了 准备真的真的很不足:( 不过。。 应该还是可以过关吧？ 之时看我过到多难看多好看而已:) 起码要对自己有信心一点嘛对不？呵呵 有人告诉我今天的月亮会特别圆特别亮特别大哦O.O 可是乌云遮着它了:( 可惜。。 昨天也是酱 不过我还是有机会乘乌云不注意，没有“防守”月亮的时候 看到了月亮 虽然只有那区区几秒 不过已经足够了:) 昨天从外婆的唱K生日派对回来已经很迟了（外婆很in对不？哈哈哈xD） 大概12点多，我对不起自己的良心（没做完功课嘛），就做化学作业 做到1点多才睡 今天看fb，有人share说，昨天到今天凌晨有流星咧！！ T^T长酱大还没看过流星aikz 昨天又没看到== 后悔到~ 明天会有面试哦。。 去那个中国航天科技夏令营 5天4夜学校包费咧！！ 和朋友去外国咧！！OvO（<<眼睛发亮的淫样） 认识别的国家的人咧！！ xDDD 问了老师会面试什么 老师自己也不懂 可是却叫我们做好准备 看了名单 全部都是理科超强的== 我不懂老师为什么会选到我啦== but then hor..当作玩玩面试吧~ 有没有中就顺其自然呗~ 虽然看起来很有趣呵呵 不懂咧？说不定。。会中到我:DD... c first ba...~ so DAMN happy xDD 明天考试加油:) 虽然还没有重获自由 but then已经很快乐了:)...