7月23日~~

Adulthood
While I'm ultimately relaxing before my job

It's inevitable that there are always tiny errands to do in between which I do not enjoy
Verdict: Annoying level 10/10

from financing to taxes, to housing agents, to insurance, to visas
it's all very very annoying

What I find the most disturbing,
is the number of things I don't know
Things don't always come with a manual

I was consistently asked to take a chill pill
and when the other party asks for a document or proof
I don't have it, and this all takes such a long time

It's slightly stressing me out unnecessarily
I'm not very prepared for this.
And in times like these, I feel alone, very alone.

Why is no one else freaking out like me?
I need help

7月7日~~

Last day of anything always suck

And I'm not ready to say goodbye..

Everytime I leave a place, tears are in place automatically. Makes me sad that my parents and brothers aren't ready for me to leave either

They never make a fuss about it.. but the way they tell me they love me and they'll miss me

Just aches me so

Constantly reminding me that I am leaving home for a new life and I am never ready for that.

I made a promise to come back in 2-3 years. Let's see how it all turns out.

7月2日~~

I'd wait for the cruise to be over
But I can't wait anymore

I got first class this year. 72.4%
Would be my first first class in 4 years.

So my overall is 67.8% instead

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Instead of saying that I'm glad
I'd say that I'm very grateful

To those who has supported me throughout this journey
The ups and the downs

This was a good year.
A much better year.

And I don't regret how I spent it.
Focusing on the people I love
Instead of keeping myself occupied with miscellaneous responsibilities

I slowed down and kept my focus clear.
It helped me a lot.

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To my darling, thank you for the amazing year.

For standing by my side through and through.
For cooking, travelling, guiding, motivating and being the light of my life.
You made me a better me. And for that, I thank and love you. :)