国庆日
告别日
我一直逃避
开始没有感觉
豆豆在车上告诉我：以前会哭，后来就会在想他只是去旅行而已
。。。。
很久……很久……很久的旅行
我没伤心
我没难过
只是微笑着说再见
但胸口总会有些压抑
不知怎么的就会有些压抑
……
没关系
今夜不哭
今夜。不哭。
今夜。不。哭。
只是
这压抑感实在令人窒息
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告诉自己
你一个人所以要更坚强
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Here I am still holding on :)
Monday, August 31, 2015
Sunday, August 30, 2015
8月29日~~
今天Bersih ，是一个国家的大日子
今天是8月31日前的最后一个星期六，是属于一个私人的大日子
我从来没为了一份礼物那么用心过
更从来没有为了一个人而放尽了心思只为了一句谢谢你和一个简单的微笑
看着倒数，看着时间一天天的流失
难免会害怕，难免会难过，难免会为未知的将来担忧
前阵子的我消极了起来，而感受到这股极大力量就只有你。
谢谢你，没有因为忙碌而推开我
谢谢你，没有因为厌烦而忽略我
谢谢你，继续用你温柔地语气安慰我鼓励我
谢谢你，继续用你最烦的笑话来让我开心起来
今天交给了你这份礼物： 23封Open when letters ..
我其实很害怕做这份礼物，毕竟要做得好，用上的时间很多
况且我一向来都是个很多事的人……
所以才搞到最后3天才狂写信的状态
你说自己是个不擅长表达自己的人
但你说的每一句话，写的每一个字
我却傻傻地感受到每一分真诚
谢谢你一向来给予我的耐心 :)
你给了我一个flip book当礼物，要画得美确实要用很久的时间
你说，它不够美，希望我不嫌弃
但我感受到它里面包含的每一分诚意。
谢谢你，我会好好收好它的。
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downloaded dota 2 .. hahahha
can you believe it?
It doesn't seem hard when liang said how we should play it
but who knows :P
maybe i'll start realizing why gamers get frustrated during the game hahhaha
On the bright side :)
I finally start to study
I can start exercising
I can start to sleep early
I can start to pack
I can carry on with my life as usual
for one last day
before the parting starts and the long distance begin :)
I will be alright
I will be ...
alright :)
今天是8月31日前的最后一个星期六，是属于一个私人的大日子
我从来没为了一份礼物那么用心过
更从来没有为了一个人而放尽了心思只为了一句谢谢你和一个简单的微笑
看着倒数，看着时间一天天的流失
难免会害怕，难免会难过，难免会为未知的将来担忧
前阵子的我消极了起来，而感受到这股极大力量就只有你。
谢谢你，没有因为忙碌而推开我
谢谢你，没有因为厌烦而忽略我
谢谢你，继续用你温柔地语气安慰我鼓励我
谢谢你，继续用你最烦的笑话来让我开心起来
今天交给了你这份礼物： 23封Open when letters ..
我其实很害怕做这份礼物，毕竟要做得好，用上的时间很多
况且我一向来都是个很多事的人……
所以才搞到最后3天才狂写信的状态
你说自己是个不擅长表达自己的人
但你说的每一句话，写的每一个字
我却傻傻地感受到每一分真诚
谢谢你一向来给予我的耐心 :)
你给了我一个flip book当礼物，要画得美确实要用很久的时间
你说，它不够美，希望我不嫌弃
但我感受到它里面包含的每一分诚意。
谢谢你，我会好好收好它的。
---------------------------------------------------------------------
downloaded dota 2 .. hahahha
can you believe it?
It doesn't seem hard when liang said how we should play it
but who knows :P
maybe i'll start realizing why gamers get frustrated during the game hahhaha
On the bright side :)
I finally start to study
I can start exercising
I can start to sleep early
I can start to pack
I can carry on with my life as usual
for one last day
before the parting starts and the long distance begin :)
I will be alright
I will be ...
alright :)
Saturday, August 22, 2015
8月22日~~
Another day with so much mixed emotions.. that I can't believe it all happened in the same day ..
1. Awards Giving Ceremony
It came unexpectedly
or rather, because I didn't know what it was, it came unexpectedly
when Song Yong hinted me that something will happen ( he didn't know what will either)
I didn't know what to do except getting excited
and deep down inside me .. I kind of feel that something small or big will happen to me
at the awards giving ceremony
So it all started with the speeches
Principle of TCSJ got so pro .. that his speech has Powerpoint and all :D
literally.. a visual speech hahahahha
and ...
I realize that other than having 965 graduates ( don't know why I can't shake this number out of my head)
that 75% of the people dislike their jobs
true... but not everyone can be actors, actresses right? hahahahha
so that means, ( for my interpretation), it is okay to be unhappy with your job :D
Stereotypical as an asian, I do care about pockets of cash..
the papers that others may say, do keep me safe from being sick, and giving my family a better life
moving on ..
to the awards giving session
it took a loonnnnggg timeeee
just waiting and queuing up
it makes us all feel like saying .. why don't I come later @@ .. then I can go first
anyways got into the line of 4As and above
well .. it felt pretty good ^^
I can't deny it :)
I really do hope that I get a better uni ( to have better chances in getting a scholarship)
but meh :D ..I'm content
then it comes to the president's award session
I wasn't aware that such a thing exists until today
it's like those 模范生 奖 in primary school and 活动杰出奖 in high school ( because ain't no way my high school will give out role model prices, too many candidates, and no one is completely perfect and gets 1st in everything nationally)
when my name was called out
I had to wipe my hands on my dress.. they've gotten sweaty
and my heart starts to pound like crazy
thank you so much :)
to everyone who recommended me
to everyone who believed in me
to everyone who pushed me to where I am right now
I am honoured grateful and everything else combined
I gave a crappy interview btw
I mean.. what else can you say when you're out of words?
I didn't see that coming, but I'm pretty sure the other girl who got it saw it coming ....
I couldn't say anything that has a deep meaning to it
All I could say was I'm really overwhelmed and honoured, and just couldn't say thank you enough
I got home.. thought about it and wrote a long essay in fb :)
thinking what I've done these past 1 1/2 years
lots of throwing back to do ..
everyone has regrets, but at least I got a few achievement unlocked for me these 1 1/2 years :)
2. Dinner with the Seniors from UK who graduated from CHKL
With what was going on earlier
I was actually feeling better with my missing of scholarships
To be honest I was a bit beat up yesterday
for what was happening to the market and what I hadn't been able to achieve
It was quite frustrating in a way
So, moving on
I get to ask them seniors on what to bring and what to do when I reach there
they were really really really helpful I must say :)
They gave me bits of tips here and there
and well , need I say more it was really amazing until I get into more details about the cons
I've met another UCL senior who took a different course
truth be told, my pressure increased and self confidence was slightly destroyed after the meet up
I know for now that everyone is their own person
people may live in the same flat but buy their own cooking utensils .. which is fine by me
less quarreling to do when it comes to buying groceries and stuff
okay then .. I realize the true colours of my accommodation
ehm .....
it wasn't too pretty
unlike the previous comment that it is "too busy" with pubs down the streets
my senior told me that it is indeed a bit "too quiet"
and other than being new and modern
there is nothing better to it
no extra facilities, no free wifi and all..
btw, I just realize, with a few steps out, I would be in Zone 2,
so that means the university didn't play to my 1st priority : Proximity
and yet I was charged for more than 200 pounds per week,
not so cool guys .. not so cool
He told me that most eng. dudes prefer to move out to somewhere closer after a while of living there
and I go .. hmmm :/
okays nevermind
he told me to reapply again after one term,
hopefully I'll get somewhere nearer
So afterwards I was told that my course is really quite free
with loads of time to spare (2 -3 hours per day in uni) and a lot of different holidays
which shed some light on me :D
but after being told that we were often looked down upon
since London has something better to offer for my course
again I feel :(
though, he did ask me to not feel bad about it and just carry on as usual
And then another bomb comes in
most people who got in there has further maths in A levels, otherwise SUEC in my high school
I was like. .uh oh ... I'm in huge trouble
He said that for the first 3 months, they will breeze through Further maths
and then get into the real deal ..which becomes hard for me
immediately I turn to monkey
and told him that I desperately need his fm notes, cuz I feel like I'm falling behind already
then he told me also that there's no worry if maths is not a problem for you
but then again, I remember what happened in high school
How my grades drop in form 4 and everything
I don't want it to happen again
He told me again .. to shed some light that
people from my course mostly just exercise
hahahahha it's a good thing, meaning there is so much free time :)
AND THEN ... he has to say something else that just broke my heart a little
the fact that I was looking for a scholarship so badly
just made me feel like a tiny speck flying around with no attention
I was this close in getting that 1000 pounds award money
so close.... like .. 2 - 3 marks closer
and I will get 3 - 4 A*
That's so close, like the second before titanic strucks the iceberg kind of close
just because I missed one A*
1000 pounds flew away
kind of reminds me of my SPM Chinese A-, that makes them scholarships shun away from me
Then, a bit light was shone upon me again
If I get top in modules and all, I'll get reward money, it won't be a lot, but still :)
but then again, with 300 people in the course, I doubt I will ever get it :( .. for rarely the case
am I the best at a particular academic subject
let's be real, this ain't primary school no more...
Well, at least I know what to do there :)
he did tell me about some societies to join if I am that interested in pursuing my future in the world of business, which, is actually my real dream of the future career
I'm going to join .. because.. well you know..
engineering wasn't particularly the dream in the big picture :)
but you know what I've learnt from today's pie charts?
75 % of the people aren't happy / satisfied with their jobs..
and to draw a conclusion .. I would be normal if I'm not happy with mine ^^
you can't complain from whatever that keeps your pocket full and belly full ^^ .. have to admit that
so yea
got a free sim card that I haven't activated
got an inkling of what to download to make my life easier for public transport
and have manage to weigh out the pros and cons as to which bank should I open my account to
but mostly, the further maths thing scares the hell out of me :'(
what to do ? just work hard ..... and hard .. and harder ....
1. Awards Giving Ceremony
It came unexpectedly
or rather, because I didn't know what it was, it came unexpectedly
when Song Yong hinted me that something will happen ( he didn't know what will either)
I didn't know what to do except getting excited
and deep down inside me .. I kind of feel that something small or big will happen to me
at the awards giving ceremony
So it all started with the speeches
Principle of TCSJ got so pro .. that his speech has Powerpoint and all :D
literally.. a visual speech hahahahha
and ...
I realize that other than having 965 graduates ( don't know why I can't shake this number out of my head)
that 75% of the people dislike their jobs
true... but not everyone can be actors, actresses right? hahahahha
so that means, ( for my interpretation), it is okay to be unhappy with your job :D
Stereotypical as an asian, I do care about pockets of cash..
the papers that others may say, do keep me safe from being sick, and giving my family a better life
moving on ..
to the awards giving session
it took a loonnnnggg timeeee
just waiting and queuing up
it makes us all feel like saying .. why don't I come later @@ .. then I can go first
anyways got into the line of 4As and above
well .. it felt pretty good ^^
I can't deny it :)
I really do hope that I get a better uni ( to have better chances in getting a scholarship)
but meh :D ..I'm content
then it comes to the president's award session
I wasn't aware that such a thing exists until today
it's like those 模范生 奖 in primary school and 活动杰出奖 in high school ( because ain't no way my high school will give out role model prices, too many candidates, and no one is completely perfect and gets 1st in everything nationally)
when my name was called out
I had to wipe my hands on my dress.. they've gotten sweaty
and my heart starts to pound like crazy
thank you so much :)
to everyone who recommended me
to everyone who believed in me
to everyone who pushed me to where I am right now
I am honoured grateful and everything else combined
I gave a crappy interview btw
I mean.. what else can you say when you're out of words?
I didn't see that coming, but I'm pretty sure the other girl who got it saw it coming ....
I couldn't say anything that has a deep meaning to it
All I could say was I'm really overwhelmed and honoured, and just couldn't say thank you enough
I got home.. thought about it and wrote a long essay in fb :)
thinking what I've done these past 1 1/2 years
lots of throwing back to do ..
everyone has regrets, but at least I got a few achievement unlocked for me these 1 1/2 years :)
2. Dinner with the Seniors from UK who graduated from CHKL
With what was going on earlier
I was actually feeling better with my missing of scholarships
To be honest I was a bit beat up yesterday
for what was happening to the market and what I hadn't been able to achieve
It was quite frustrating in a way
So, moving on
I get to ask them seniors on what to bring and what to do when I reach there
they were really really really helpful I must say :)
They gave me bits of tips here and there
and well , need I say more it was really amazing until I get into more details about the cons
I've met another UCL senior who took a different course
truth be told, my pressure increased and self confidence was slightly destroyed after the meet up
I know for now that everyone is their own person
people may live in the same flat but buy their own cooking utensils .. which is fine by me
less quarreling to do when it comes to buying groceries and stuff
okay then .. I realize the true colours of my accommodation
ehm .....
it wasn't too pretty
unlike the previous comment that it is "too busy" with pubs down the streets
my senior told me that it is indeed a bit "too quiet"
and other than being new and modern
there is nothing better to it
no extra facilities, no free wifi and all..
btw, I just realize, with a few steps out, I would be in Zone 2,
so that means the university didn't play to my 1st priority : Proximity
and yet I was charged for more than 200 pounds per week,
not so cool guys .. not so cool
He told me that most eng. dudes prefer to move out to somewhere closer after a while of living there
and I go .. hmmm :/
okays nevermind
he told me to reapply again after one term,
hopefully I'll get somewhere nearer
So afterwards I was told that my course is really quite free
with loads of time to spare (2 -3 hours per day in uni) and a lot of different holidays
which shed some light on me :D
but after being told that we were often looked down upon
since London has something better to offer for my course
again I feel :(
though, he did ask me to not feel bad about it and just carry on as usual
And then another bomb comes in
most people who got in there has further maths in A levels, otherwise SUEC in my high school
I was like. .uh oh ... I'm in huge trouble
He said that for the first 3 months, they will breeze through Further maths
and then get into the real deal ..which becomes hard for me
immediately I turn to monkey
and told him that I desperately need his fm notes, cuz I feel like I'm falling behind already
then he told me also that there's no worry if maths is not a problem for you
but then again, I remember what happened in high school
How my grades drop in form 4 and everything
I don't want it to happen again
He told me again .. to shed some light that
people from my course mostly just exercise
hahahahha it's a good thing, meaning there is so much free time :)
AND THEN ... he has to say something else that just broke my heart a little
the fact that I was looking for a scholarship so badly
just made me feel like a tiny speck flying around with no attention
I was this close in getting that 1000 pounds award money
so close.... like .. 2 - 3 marks closer
and I will get 3 - 4 A*
That's so close, like the second before titanic strucks the iceberg kind of close
just because I missed one A*
1000 pounds flew away
kind of reminds me of my SPM Chinese A-, that makes them scholarships shun away from me
Then, a bit light was shone upon me again
If I get top in modules and all, I'll get reward money, it won't be a lot, but still :)
but then again, with 300 people in the course, I doubt I will ever get it :( .. for rarely the case
am I the best at a particular academic subject
let's be real, this ain't primary school no more...
Well, at least I know what to do there :)
he did tell me about some societies to join if I am that interested in pursuing my future in the world of business, which, is actually my real dream of the future career
I'm going to join .. because.. well you know..
engineering wasn't particularly the dream in the big picture :)
but you know what I've learnt from today's pie charts?
75 % of the people aren't happy / satisfied with their jobs..
and to draw a conclusion .. I would be normal if I'm not happy with mine ^^
you can't complain from whatever that keeps your pocket full and belly full ^^ .. have to admit that
so yea
got a free sim card that I haven't activated
got an inkling of what to download to make my life easier for public transport
and have manage to weigh out the pros and cons as to which bank should I open my account to
but mostly, the further maths thing scares the hell out of me :'(
what to do ? just work hard ..... and hard .. and harder ....
Tuesday, August 18, 2015
8月18日~~
解脱了！！！ :D
Good bye violin :)
今天是我人生中第一个ABRSM小提琴考试，也很有可能是我的最后一次
Grade 4 violin
我终于征服了
今天考试前几分钟竟然来了一记小腹痛 :(
很痛很痛
很讨厌
幸好整间房间只有我和爸爸
（老师还没来）
所以我怎么蹲都没人看到
今天大家考得很快
所以我提早考了
（早不gan jiong ，迟不gan jiong 现在才ganjiong）
= =
ganjiong 之后performance当然不是最好的
但还好也不是我最烂的performance
拉错note :'(
只有sight reading, oral是有十足的把握
紧张的时候右手的弓就没有施那么多的压力
ai yaaaaaa 就不太大声这样咯。。
还好没有那种难听的尖尖杀猪声音
要不然真的是 可怜了考官
话说考官真的很friendly
哈哈哈哈要我们进来的时候
她是唱着： come innnnn~~~~~ :D
Thanks Valerie :)
You've been more of a friend than a teacher to me :)
See you in the UK! :D
Good bye violin :)
今天是我人生中第一个ABRSM小提琴考试，也很有可能是我的最后一次
Grade 4 violin
我终于征服了
今天考试前几分钟竟然来了一记小腹痛 :(
很痛很痛
很讨厌
幸好整间房间只有我和爸爸
（老师还没来）
所以我怎么蹲都没人看到
今天大家考得很快
所以我提早考了
（早不gan jiong ，迟不gan jiong 现在才ganjiong）
= =
ganjiong 之后performance当然不是最好的
但还好也不是我最烂的performance
拉错note :'(
只有sight reading, oral是有十足的把握
紧张的时候右手的弓就没有施那么多的压力
ai yaaaaaa 就不太大声这样咯。。
还好没有那种难听的尖尖杀猪声音
要不然真的是 可怜了考官
话说考官真的很friendly
哈哈哈哈要我们进来的时候
她是唱着： come innnnn~~~~~ :D
Thanks Valerie :)
You've been more of a friend than a teacher to me :)
See you in the UK! :D
Sunday, August 16, 2015
8月16日~~
昨天和49届去seri kembangan :)
2天1夜hideaway lodge
真的很hideaway :3 ..在一排的店屋楼下竟然突然会有一片不一样的天地
其实我很迟才到，大约两点多吧？
一来到竟然要帮忙煮午餐-姜蓉蒸鱼
没有齐全的器皿之下
我们用stove 的那个脚，放在有水的wok 上
然后放个pan，再盖个很不刚size的盖。就蒸鱼起来了
我们这一组，就很快完成了任务
其他人又在慢慢摸慢慢煮
到最后鱼冷了，菜冷了，很不错好吃的炸柠檬鸡才出炉
（所以鱼又要重新热过）
5点多，才吃午餐哈哈哈哈
腌过的食物完全出味了呵呵~
然后吃完就立刻开始准备bbq 晚餐哈哈哈哈哈
bbq晚餐试了那个上网找的sausage+cheese包bacon的recipe
很好吃哦！！
庆祝了4月-12月的人的生日之后（我觉得以后就干脆是1月到12月的人的生日一次过庆祝完）
晚上大家都喝了apple cidar
大概2点多才开始进房
我就和rose看她polland的大学，和附近的地点，3点多就很累很累，入睡了
第二天早上10点多起来
开始准备简单早餐
蛋糕，honey star 牛奶，鸡蛋，煎前一天的鸡肉羊肉
11点多我们吃完了，收拾两下我就回家了
整天下来，就真的是讲话做饭吃饭
好多说不完的故事
太多想了解的事情
我想，时间倒流，我依然会想要认识他们
最舒服，最棒，最自然的他们
谢谢你们，
时间冲淡不了最真诚的感情
Even time, will surrender to the most authentic and genuine relationship
2天1夜hideaway lodge
真的很hideaway :3 ..在一排的店屋楼下竟然突然会有一片不一样的天地
其实我很迟才到，大约两点多吧？
一来到竟然要帮忙煮午餐-姜蓉蒸鱼
没有齐全的器皿之下
我们用stove 的那个脚，放在有水的wok 上
然后放个pan，再盖个很不刚size的盖。就蒸鱼起来了
我们这一组，就很快完成了任务
其他人又在慢慢摸慢慢煮
到最后鱼冷了，菜冷了，很不错好吃的炸柠檬鸡才出炉
（所以鱼又要重新热过）
5点多，才吃午餐哈哈哈哈
腌过的食物完全出味了呵呵~
然后吃完就立刻开始准备bbq 晚餐哈哈哈哈哈
bbq晚餐试了那个上网找的sausage+cheese包bacon的recipe
很好吃哦！！
庆祝了4月-12月的人的生日之后（我觉得以后就干脆是1月到12月的人的生日一次过庆祝完）
晚上大家都喝了apple cidar
大概2点多才开始进房
我就和rose看她polland的大学，和附近的地点，3点多就很累很累，入睡了
第二天早上10点多起来
开始准备简单早餐
蛋糕，honey star 牛奶，鸡蛋，煎前一天的鸡肉羊肉
11点多我们吃完了，收拾两下我就回家了
整天下来，就真的是讲话做饭吃饭
好多说不完的故事
太多想了解的事情
我想，时间倒流，我依然会想要认识他们
最舒服，最棒，最自然的他们
谢谢你们，
时间冲淡不了最真诚的感情
Even time, will surrender to the most authentic and genuine relationship
Wednesday, August 12, 2015
8月12日~~
昨天的重点有几个：
1. A Level 成绩放榜终于，终于等到了
我已经折腾痛苦了一天一夜，终于等到了
得到了今年为自己设立过的目标：2A* 2A
看到荧幕上的成绩我当场 woohoo了一下
但几个小时之后
老毛病又发作了
开始在想我到底有没有达到自己最心底想要的目标
其实可能并没有。。
毕竟最想要的是拿到4 A*
虽然我知道可能是个 tall order
但我一直都相信自己是有能力达到的
当然
人也要惜福
人也要感恩
因此
我也为此欣慰 了 :)
Mathematics - 93% - A*
Biology - 90% - A*
Physics - 88% - A
Chemistry - 87% - A
其实那两个A离A*并没有很远
也许这样，所以没有过于责怪自己，也造成了一些小遗憾
entry requirement for oxbridge / imperial其实也达到了 :)
#justsaying
拿成绩之前大家心里都会有个底，到底何谓满意
对于我而言 1A*3A是我应该得到的（也偷偷告诉良，我会哭）
所以告诉自己打底要达到年头为自己设立的目标
要不然我真的会很失望
在领取 SPM 成绩时，失望完全写在我的脸上
也许我太单纯，也许根本就不是我的问题
但没关系
这些都成为了过去
也回不了很久以前那些令人兴奋满足的过去了
昨天早上真的是做什么事情都没有心情
所以一直在电脑前颓废哈哈哈哈哈哈
尽管这些，感激我达标 :)
今年的新年目标就只剩一个：Get abs，现在处于一个很奇怪的状态
又有油脂，又有肌肉 RAWR
伊葶加油！ :)
下一站- UCL - MEng Chemical Engineering :)
2. Joeyee 生日
生日快乐！！
世界是那么地疼爱你哈哈哈哈哈哈
竟然拿到了你想要的成绩
恭喜你！！！！
也万万没想到你生日会收到我的明星片 oops
慢慢掏出手机里的照片 N memories rushed upon me again :)
Happy happy birthday!! :D
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前几天去了Sabah
找大姑和她一家人
外甥女和外甥他们似乎还无法接受他们的爸爸是我表哥的事实
哈哈哈哈哈
所以现在的指甲都是pink and purple
lol ,因为外甥女想跟我玩~所以，她想帮我涂指甲油
而且她指甲油的选择是一堆粉红色和紫色哈哈哈哈哈
我似乎没有别的选择了~~
星期五要和49届一起去sri kembangan ^^
yayyyyyy~~~~~
1. A Level 成绩放榜终于，终于等到了
我已经折腾痛苦了一天一夜，终于等到了
得到了今年为自己设立过的目标：2A* 2A
看到荧幕上的成绩我当场 woohoo了一下
但几个小时之后
老毛病又发作了
开始在想我到底有没有达到自己最心底想要的目标
其实可能并没有。。
毕竟最想要的是拿到4 A*
虽然我知道可能是个 tall order
但我一直都相信自己是有能力达到的
当然
人也要惜福
人也要感恩
因此
我也为此欣慰 了 :)
Mathematics - 93% - A*
Biology - 90% - A*
Physics - 88% - A
Chemistry - 87% - A
其实那两个A离A*并没有很远
也许这样，所以没有过于责怪自己，也造成了一些小遗憾
entry requirement for oxbridge / imperial其实也达到了 :)
#justsaying
拿成绩之前大家心里都会有个底，到底何谓满意
对于我而言 1A*3A是我应该得到的（也偷偷告诉良，我会哭）
所以告诉自己打底要达到年头为自己设立的目标
要不然我真的会很失望
在领取 SPM 成绩时，失望完全写在我的脸上
也许我太单纯，也许根本就不是我的问题
但没关系
这些都成为了过去
也回不了很久以前那些令人兴奋满足的过去了
昨天早上真的是做什么事情都没有心情
所以一直在电脑前颓废哈哈哈哈哈哈
尽管这些，感激我达标 :)
今年的新年目标就只剩一个：Get abs，现在处于一个很奇怪的状态
又有油脂，又有肌肉 RAWR
伊葶加油！ :)
下一站- UCL - MEng Chemical Engineering :)
2. Joeyee 生日
生日快乐！！
世界是那么地疼爱你哈哈哈哈哈哈
竟然拿到了你想要的成绩
恭喜你！！！！
也万万没想到你生日会收到我的明星片 oops
慢慢掏出手机里的照片 N memories rushed upon me again :)
Happy happy birthday!! :D
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前几天去了Sabah
找大姑和她一家人
外甥女和外甥他们似乎还无法接受他们的爸爸是我表哥的事实
哈哈哈哈哈
所以现在的指甲都是pink and purple
lol ,因为外甥女想跟我玩~所以，她想帮我涂指甲油
而且她指甲油的选择是一堆粉红色和紫色哈哈哈哈哈
我似乎没有别的选择了~~
星期五要和49届一起去sri kembangan ^^
yayyyyyy~~~~~
Tuesday, August 4, 2015
8月4日~~ （2）
It's great to be praised ... like finally ...
:)
I have been struggling to get my scales correct , arpeggios correct everything with the right tonality
with no crossing strings and no "e"e" sounds
well .. of course there are a few hiccups :)
but it's better than before
glad I got myself together before the exam
the 2 hours practice these days pays off ( not to mention i get really really tired after it)
did you know the feeling of trying to sneeze yet it didn't come out.. and you end up welling up with tears?
yea.. I had that feeling continuously in class.. might be the rosin + the cold I've caught after the trip
gg ...
I've composed a song :)
kinda .. it is a bit rough ...
but the whole idea is there :)
I did it on Sunday, when I hadn't slept for 21 hours ( without knowingly)
I had a headache and I couldn't keep my eyes open but I really really wanted to play the piano
so there it is ..
with images of flying dandelions in my head
I picture them blown away by the wind ... up and down .. circling the place .. with the other dandelions... and finally .. into the far away distance ...
( trust me .. it was more picturesque in my mind .. )
So , I recorded it ( cuz T know I'm bound to forget half the song )
and name it - flight of the dandelion ...
I promise myself that I will play it as a lullaby for my future children :)
liang told me .. it sounded more like dolphins trying to walk .. and dolphins trying to throw the shot put == ( I have no idea what was going through his mind)
I thought he sounded insane.. cuz it is ABSOLUTELY dandelions that I saw
no matter how hard I tried.. :P
but then again.. I might be the insane one hahahhaha
8月4日~~
简单带过这几天我做了什么
再简述一下我不久前自办的自由行 :)
The worst way of torturing your fingers
is chopping up chilies ( AND touching its seeds), followed by a 2-hour worth of violin practice
I practically felt my fingers burning ! T.T
决定quit kickboxing
一个月过去了
新鲜的事物变得陈旧
知道自己没有天分，也知道自己不管怎么努力
I will not excel in this area no matter what
我有柔软度
却没有力度~
这我认了~ 呵呵~
只要记得必要时间 踢中要害就对了 B|
自卫也只教我们如何躲避还击
但我知道重要时期我还击就 gg 料~
因为我的拳头的大小肯定比不上他的手臂= =
开始在tennis有所进步
皇天不负苦心人~
一个月过去了
也许我比别人慢很多
也许我依然在别人的眼中根本就是个newbie (简直就是）
但起码我克服了对球类运动的恐惧
小学开始很害怕球类运动
因为知道自己差强人意
因为不想拖累整个球队
却时常被约出来打球
我多么努力婉拒都好
朋友们还是继续约我出来
为此，我满足
为此，我幸福 :)
万绅最近WA 我问我tennis打得怎么样
然后一直问我要不要一起出来打打~
兜兜转转后还是答应他去英国出来会和他打球
是时候继续努力了！！
有个没看过的中华学长
以隆中华留英团的平台和我交流起来了
他很random地帮我挂上了“资料组组长”的头衔
在2天前问我可不可以帮忙做一个survey form
收集大家的基本资料
很突然的~~ 犹豫了半下就说句试试看
毕竟大家都比我资深
结果还蛮不错的
之后等他一声发号司令就要开始收集了
看到大家都在po 饥饿30的照片
心里只能大叹一句：我本来也应该是筹委团的一份子的
当初接二连三拒绝这个offer，我不后悔毕竟那个时候我面对着A2
它觉得会影响我的focus，我不想再次让自己失望了
但有个小小遗憾，也不错 啊 （自我安慰当中) 我会回来的，隆中华 :)
昨天开始继续学煮饭了
erm，就如我之前说过的
会做实验就会下厨
不会很难~ ^^
最重要的就是我出国以后不要kacau太多我的生活作息就可以了
快考小提琴了
很感激身边依然有那么多关心我的人
老师为我加时加课
明天和eli 姐姐和她的男友有约来调教两下这样（他们是master in piano / master in violin ）的人
开始有的忙了
星期2，3，5都是满满的小提琴课
老师又把今天的45分钟课延长到1个小时
自己都尽量每天在上课前练习
辛苦了手指们！
很可惜自己还称不上不错
发现一向来都有个坏习惯
只要觉得不够完美
就是代表差强人意
就算会那门手艺，又能算上什么？
I take it as a humble approach, because I know I can do better, I know I can, and I'm not good enough :)
joeyee 不要乱不要乱！
我们要steady
做了决定就不要回头看了
不要害怕，因为我们不管怎么样都是打不死的小强！
加油哦~
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27/7 - 1/8
我第一次self plan一个trip 去gold coast, australia
用了5天来慢慢research, Book入门票（the best catch, such as $99.99 for 3 parks or so) 、飞机票、交通票、hotel、研究streets / maps
还做了一份（#自认不错 #因为我download了format) itinerary,
研究了weather、研究每个地点之间的距离和travel time、定pocket wifi (Wiyo 公司的，在publika那里开，上网看到它， 然后又有在RM30 Per day 、一天500MB 租借pocket wifi 到世界不同的地方挺不错的）
其实感觉很不赖 :)
27/7
晚上的飞机（大概8点多）
8个小时多的机程，2个小时的time difference(澳洲快我们2个小时）
尽管老爸让我们upgrade到premium flex
还是没睡得很好
只睡了3-4个小时
半途中填immigration card才察觉原来gold coast 在queensland （哈哈哈哈哈，笨蛋一个）
28/7
gold coast airport ( coolangatta airport) 蛮小的
下飞机的时候决定做gold coast shuttle transport（我从gold pass upgrade到了freedom pass)
其实真的很值得 :) 毕竟我之后theme park transfer 都是用这间公司的
可能是因为winter的关系，所以感觉我们都在包车 @@
好像一个又大又很便宜的德士
下车之后就check in 到mantra on view hotel（在网上看到原来它换名了以前是outriggers surfers paradise,所以之后那几天的有些Bus driver混淆了两下)
但是不能把行李搬上去，房间还没准备好
到附近的breakfast place - sandbar吃饭（ 6 点就开有10多aussie dollar就有食物吃了，好过restaurant又贵又大吃的deja view restaurant）
我们叫了nutella pancakes with banana and ice cream, bacon and eggs, 和 eggs and toast
Nutella！！！！ WOOHOO!!!
超级大分的 :/
休息片刻就搭10点的shuttle bus 去currumbin wildlife sanctuary
我们就在那里呆到了5点
发现我完全低估了它的天气，到了2点多天气开始转凉了
洗个手出来发现自己的手指没什么知觉TT
还好只有今天那么样要不然我gg了
动物很不错可爱咯~除了那只看起来像很大只的老鼠，有一点watat
dingo 那只大狗看起来很漂亮 :)
在那里和妈妈share 一个chicken and fries 很大分还好我们share，yeexuen当然就一个人吃啦
晚上回到去到附近的gourment pizza stall交了个hawaiian pizza 和 carbonara ..
很可惜咯，人家是trip advisor suggested 的叻!他们有卖dessert pizza .. which sounds excellent
但是没有机会叫，饱到~~~
之后就去infinity attraction 和yeexuen 玩，很不错叻！
它是一个maze 这样的，有很多optical illusions 的， 但是那个恐怖的地方真的是 TT
不应该咯
人很奇怪，在必要的时候会勇敢起来，不必要的时候，藏在别人的背影里。
很感激，这次我被迫要勇敢起来。
第一个想到的就是，如果joeyee玩这个游戏肯定会讨厌到不能再讨厌
它结合了她很多的恐惧症。包括密室恐惧症……（很严重一下。。因为我都轻微感受到那种压迫感）
在一个很多镜子灯光的地方，我走遍了所有角落却找不到出口
过了5分钟左右我开始要慌张了，那种压迫感开始加重了，到最后才知道原来是要推一面镜子
那关是xuen破的
那个恐怖的地方，有几个：
1. 一个是完全黑暗，伸手不见五指的地方。
- 靠着墙壁走，我摸到很多个假手
- 地板一直被别人踩到在震动
- 前面都是白色悬挂的绳子
- 还有那些恐怖的声音
2. 同样的情况
- 地上是软软的感觉一直要跌倒
- 突然墙壁close in , (墙壁是两块布被吹起起来压住了我们）
其实感觉很不是滋味
但只要逃得快，就不会有什么压迫感了
之后就去买纪念品(they actually sell kangaroo scrotums as souvenir = = , a WHOLE rack of it TT , poor kangaroos, poor me, i didn't know what it was and touched it)
我们也买了第二天要吃的杯面（妈妈要求的！绝对不是我哦）
10点左右就回家了。一直download taxi calling app
我告诉良，如果明天晚上没有我的消息that means something bad happened to me
call the police and beat the taxi guy up hahahahhaha
妈妈说明天才call taxi hotline
29/7
第二天早上7点半醒来
早上本来想吃了泡面去海边拍照，但大家都太懒惰了哈哈哈哈
之后就乘坐9点多的shuttle bus 到warner bros movie world!
（我差点miss 了那个bus, 那个bus 长到和之前不一样，还好driver 很好，会下车问我）
The show was amazing, the ride was awesome, the parade was enchanting :)
But I'm all in all still a disney fan :P, I believe nothing is more incredible than fireworks in disneyland
hahahahhaha
午餐吃hot dog ( SOOO freaking expensive I squeezed all the sauces onto the hot dog to redeem)
也在那里定了个交通，方便我show之后回家
呆到theme park关为止
就走到隔壁的outback spectacular （很近可是母亲大人走到很慢）
去到那里冷了一个小时才可以开始进去
每个人一顶免费的草帽！
那个show 真的很不错（acrobats on horses<< Have no idea how they did those O.O, singing) 再配上包在里面的3 course meal 和free flow of drinks
有一只漂亮的白马在最梦幻的时候、在我吃着牛扒的时候竟然拉屎哈哈哈哈~
我旁边的老人家笑了哈哈哈
吃得很饱，感觉很幸福！
出去的时候，有点lost，还好taxi driver point 我到 - con-x-ion 的集合地点哈哈哈哈
谢谢好心的他们
晚上11点多这样到hotel
30/7
早上7点醒来
又到了同样的sandbar 吃早餐
我们叫了fruit salad, eggs and toast 和 bacon and eggs
9点多坐shuttle bus 到dreamland
the land of awesome rides!!!!I finally get to do all of them ! .. especially the tower of terror..
when I was boosted to the 20+ floors, I was gonna shout until I realize how high I'm at
how wonderful this all is
I freefall down 20+ floors.. and all I can do is laugh
We saw the land of awesomeness from kungfu panda, shrek along with some dreamworks based characters. wonderful .. just wonderful :D
午餐，悲剧发生了
叫了 hotdog 给弟弟，我叫nugget,娘叫burger
突然一个从天而降的大鸟diok走了弟弟的Hotdog
我还在无言当中心想：这只大鸟好贵吃
还好刚好有个工作人员目击了这一切，拿去换了一个新的hot dog (yayyy!!! )
5点多又乘上了 同样的shuttle bus 回到酒店，休息片刻就出去附近的中餐馆吃饭
好贵吃哦，妈妈说我们叫到很斯文，
扬州炒饭，红烧豆腐和鸡丝粥
较多一点碳水化合物让自己有点饱和感这样
之后就我们走走到了ripley's believe it or not
it was a wonderful wonderful place to be
and I can name one person that will love that place as much as I do
:P I'm lucky we're both weirdos that adores fun facts, random videos and diy things (ribbons, colours, punchers, papers enchants us)
10点多回到去了
妈妈又买了个泡面回去吃我给她个赞
31/7
因为我需要去一个地方办点事
所以我们6点半醒来
去海滩拍照（穿长袖衣，短裤，拖鞋）
直接后悔了，一个字，冷TT
沙冷水更冷
拍了surfers paradise的照就回去换衣服
我办完事之后
就去sandbar 旁边的breakfast place 吃早餐
更便宜 TT
为什么没有早点去呢？我们叫了个 waffles and （我忘了 TT)
和往常不一样，我没和妈妈叫咖啡和，我叫了vanilla lemongrass tea
哦~太幸福了！！！
9点45分，shuttle bus 就带我们到seaworld
看了好多场表演
也去读了很多fish facts :P
did you know .. the angler fish(fish with lightbulb hanging from its head) mates in a really special way?
the male angler fish is a lot smaller than the female angler fish .. when it mates
it approaches the female angler fish until it dissolves into it, leaving its reproduction parts ....
hmmm
the seals are smart,
but the dolphins are literally head and shoulders above it
they are SOOOOO wonderful! ^^
did you know.. their vision allows them to see everything above water and underwater?
the connections between human and them are magical....
we went for a 5min helicopter ride :DDDDD weeeeeeeee
oh.. and we took pics with spongebob .. reminds me of our form 5 oral test :)
missed the bus by 1 minute at 5pm
眼睁睁看着bus 走，又不想追它，只好坐taxi
还好seaworld 距离hotel 不远，15aussie dollar还有的找的车程
在hotel 告诉前台要morning call and taxi ride ， the dude say no worries I can do it
晚上去吃台湾餐，鸡扒饭、卤肉饭、和（我忘记了 TT)
还有珍珠奶茶呢！（离开中华后很少喝了）
之后去附近的夜市走走
night market was ... rather official hahahhahaha
a weird guy showed me a scented koala bear
why is he weird? .. he scented the koala bear's privates ( he pointed out to me saying the exact same thing) saying that this makes the privates smell amazing
ehmmmmm ._. .. very de awkward
with discount tickets from the night market
我们圆了xuen 的心愿看了 7D movie - the wall of china
it was 8 mins long and amazing :)
but not as amazing as fireworks in disneyland of course :DDDD
当天整理了行李之后提早入睡
1/8
Woke up at 5.00am， there was no morning call
asked the staff, they say there was no record saying we needed morning call .. nor the taxi service
the staff asked me which staff offered me help, obviously i don't know the name
so he called a taxi which came in 3 mins ( and didn't apologize :( )
it was cheaper by $20 than I expected judging by their taxi fare and the distance covered ( yes I calculated before the trip)
had pancakes for breakfast and 8 hour trip back home :)
at 11pm night liang reminded me that I haven't slept for 21 hours.. and I should sleep immediately
ahahahhahahahaha
the end :D
再简述一下我不久前自办的自由行 :)
The worst way of torturing your fingers
is chopping up chilies ( AND touching its seeds), followed by a 2-hour worth of violin practice
I practically felt my fingers burning ! T.T
决定quit kickboxing
一个月过去了
新鲜的事物变得陈旧
知道自己没有天分，也知道自己不管怎么努力
I will not excel in this area no matter what
我有柔软度
却没有力度~
这我认了~ 呵呵~
只要记得必要时间 踢中要害就对了 B|
自卫也只教我们如何躲避还击
但我知道重要时期我还击就 gg 料~
因为我的拳头的大小肯定比不上他的手臂= =
开始在tennis有所进步
皇天不负苦心人~
一个月过去了
也许我比别人慢很多
也许我依然在别人的眼中根本就是个newbie (简直就是）
但起码我克服了对球类运动的恐惧
小学开始很害怕球类运动
因为知道自己差强人意
因为不想拖累整个球队
却时常被约出来打球
我多么努力婉拒都好
朋友们还是继续约我出来
为此，我满足
为此，我幸福 :)
万绅最近WA 我问我tennis打得怎么样
然后一直问我要不要一起出来打打~
兜兜转转后还是答应他去英国出来会和他打球
是时候继续努力了！！
有个没看过的中华学长
以隆中华留英团的平台和我交流起来了
他很random地帮我挂上了“资料组组长”的头衔
在2天前问我可不可以帮忙做一个survey form
收集大家的基本资料
很突然的~~ 犹豫了半下就说句试试看
毕竟大家都比我资深
结果还蛮不错的
之后等他一声发号司令就要开始收集了
看到大家都在po 饥饿30的照片
心里只能大叹一句：我本来也应该是筹委团的一份子的
当初接二连三拒绝这个offer，我不后悔毕竟那个时候我面对着A2
它觉得会影响我的focus，我不想再次让自己失望了
但有个小小遗憾，也不错 啊 （自我安慰当中) 我会回来的，隆中华 :)
昨天开始继续学煮饭了
erm，就如我之前说过的
会做实验就会下厨
不会很难~ ^^
最重要的就是我出国以后不要kacau太多我的生活作息就可以了
快考小提琴了
很感激身边依然有那么多关心我的人
老师为我加时加课
明天和eli 姐姐和她的男友有约来调教两下这样（他们是master in piano / master in violin ）的人
开始有的忙了
星期2，3，5都是满满的小提琴课
老师又把今天的45分钟课延长到1个小时
自己都尽量每天在上课前练习
辛苦了手指们！
很可惜自己还称不上不错
发现一向来都有个坏习惯
只要觉得不够完美
就是代表差强人意
就算会那门手艺，又能算上什么？
I take it as a humble approach, because I know I can do better, I know I can, and I'm not good enough :)
joeyee 不要乱不要乱！
我们要steady
做了决定就不要回头看了
不要害怕，因为我们不管怎么样都是打不死的小强！
加油哦~
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27/7 - 1/8
我第一次self plan一个trip 去gold coast, australia
用了5天来慢慢research, Book入门票（the best catch, such as $99.99 for 3 parks or so) 、飞机票、交通票、hotel、研究streets / maps
还做了一份（#自认不错 #因为我download了format) itinerary,
研究了weather、研究每个地点之间的距离和travel time、定pocket wifi (Wiyo 公司的，在publika那里开，上网看到它， 然后又有在RM30 Per day 、一天500MB 租借pocket wifi 到世界不同的地方挺不错的）
其实感觉很不赖 :)
27/7
晚上的飞机（大概8点多）
8个小时多的机程，2个小时的time difference(澳洲快我们2个小时）
尽管老爸让我们upgrade到premium flex
还是没睡得很好
只睡了3-4个小时
半途中填immigration card才察觉原来gold coast 在queensland （哈哈哈哈哈，笨蛋一个）
28/7
gold coast airport ( coolangatta airport) 蛮小的
下飞机的时候决定做gold coast shuttle transport（我从gold pass upgrade到了freedom pass)
其实真的很值得 :) 毕竟我之后theme park transfer 都是用这间公司的
可能是因为winter的关系，所以感觉我们都在包车 @@
好像一个又大又很便宜的德士
下车之后就check in 到mantra on view hotel（在网上看到原来它换名了以前是outriggers surfers paradise,所以之后那几天的有些Bus driver混淆了两下)
但是不能把行李搬上去，房间还没准备好
到附近的breakfast place - sandbar吃饭（ 6 点就开有10多aussie dollar就有食物吃了，好过restaurant又贵又大吃的deja view restaurant）
我们叫了nutella pancakes with banana and ice cream, bacon and eggs, 和 eggs and toast
Nutella！！！！ WOOHOO!!!
超级大分的 :/
休息片刻就搭10点的shuttle bus 去currumbin wildlife sanctuary
我们就在那里呆到了5点
发现我完全低估了它的天气，到了2点多天气开始转凉了
洗个手出来发现自己的手指没什么知觉TT
还好只有今天那么样要不然我gg了
动物很不错可爱咯~除了那只看起来像很大只的老鼠，有一点watat
dingo 那只大狗看起来很漂亮 :)
在那里和妈妈share 一个chicken and fries 很大分还好我们share，yeexuen当然就一个人吃啦
晚上回到去到附近的gourment pizza stall交了个hawaiian pizza 和 carbonara ..
很可惜咯，人家是trip advisor suggested 的叻!他们有卖dessert pizza .. which sounds excellent
但是没有机会叫，饱到~~~
之后就去infinity attraction 和yeexuen 玩，很不错叻！
它是一个maze 这样的，有很多optical illusions 的， 但是那个恐怖的地方真的是 TT
不应该咯
人很奇怪，在必要的时候会勇敢起来，不必要的时候，藏在别人的背影里。
很感激，这次我被迫要勇敢起来。
第一个想到的就是，如果joeyee玩这个游戏肯定会讨厌到不能再讨厌
它结合了她很多的恐惧症。包括密室恐惧症……（很严重一下。。因为我都轻微感受到那种压迫感）
在一个很多镜子灯光的地方，我走遍了所有角落却找不到出口
过了5分钟左右我开始要慌张了，那种压迫感开始加重了，到最后才知道原来是要推一面镜子
那关是xuen破的
那个恐怖的地方，有几个：
1. 一个是完全黑暗，伸手不见五指的地方。
- 靠着墙壁走，我摸到很多个假手
- 地板一直被别人踩到在震动
- 前面都是白色悬挂的绳子
- 还有那些恐怖的声音
2. 同样的情况
- 地上是软软的感觉一直要跌倒
- 突然墙壁close in , (墙壁是两块布被吹起起来压住了我们）
其实感觉很不是滋味
但只要逃得快，就不会有什么压迫感了
之后就去买纪念品(they actually sell kangaroo scrotums as souvenir = = , a WHOLE rack of it TT , poor kangaroos, poor me, i didn't know what it was and touched it)
我们也买了第二天要吃的杯面（妈妈要求的！绝对不是我哦）
10点左右就回家了。一直download taxi calling app
我告诉良，如果明天晚上没有我的消息that means something bad happened to me
call the police and beat the taxi guy up hahahahhaha
妈妈说明天才call taxi hotline
29/7
第二天早上7点半醒来
早上本来想吃了泡面去海边拍照，但大家都太懒惰了哈哈哈哈
之后就乘坐9点多的shuttle bus 到warner bros movie world!
（我差点miss 了那个bus, 那个bus 长到和之前不一样，还好driver 很好，会下车问我）
The show was amazing, the ride was awesome, the parade was enchanting :)
But I'm all in all still a disney fan :P, I believe nothing is more incredible than fireworks in disneyland
hahahahhaha
午餐吃hot dog ( SOOO freaking expensive I squeezed all the sauces onto the hot dog to redeem)
也在那里定了个交通，方便我show之后回家
呆到theme park关为止
就走到隔壁的outback spectacular （很近可是母亲大人走到很慢）
去到那里冷了一个小时才可以开始进去
每个人一顶免费的草帽！
那个show 真的很不错（acrobats on horses<< Have no idea how they did those O.O, singing) 再配上包在里面的3 course meal 和free flow of drinks
有一只漂亮的白马在最梦幻的时候、在我吃着牛扒的时候竟然拉屎哈哈哈哈~
我旁边的老人家笑了哈哈哈
吃得很饱，感觉很幸福！
出去的时候，有点lost，还好taxi driver point 我到 - con-x-ion 的集合地点哈哈哈哈
谢谢好心的他们
晚上11点多这样到hotel
30/7
早上7点醒来
又到了同样的sandbar 吃早餐
我们叫了fruit salad, eggs and toast 和 bacon and eggs
9点多坐shuttle bus 到dreamland
the land of awesome rides!!!!I finally get to do all of them ! .. especially the tower of terror..
when I was boosted to the 20+ floors, I was gonna shout until I realize how high I'm at
how wonderful this all is
I freefall down 20+ floors.. and all I can do is laugh
We saw the land of awesomeness from kungfu panda, shrek along with some dreamworks based characters. wonderful .. just wonderful :D
午餐，悲剧发生了
叫了 hotdog 给弟弟，我叫nugget,娘叫burger
突然一个从天而降的大鸟diok走了弟弟的Hotdog
我还在无言当中心想：这只大鸟好贵吃
还好刚好有个工作人员目击了这一切，拿去换了一个新的hot dog (yayyy!!! )
5点多又乘上了 同样的shuttle bus 回到酒店，休息片刻就出去附近的中餐馆吃饭
好贵吃哦，妈妈说我们叫到很斯文，
扬州炒饭，红烧豆腐和鸡丝粥
较多一点碳水化合物让自己有点饱和感这样
之后就我们走走到了ripley's believe it or not
it was a wonderful wonderful place to be
and I can name one person that will love that place as much as I do
:P I'm lucky we're both weirdos that adores fun facts, random videos and diy things (ribbons, colours, punchers, papers enchants us)
10点多回到去了
妈妈又买了个泡面回去吃我给她个赞
31/7
因为我需要去一个地方办点事
所以我们6点半醒来
去海滩拍照（穿长袖衣，短裤，拖鞋）
直接后悔了，一个字，冷TT
沙冷水更冷
拍了surfers paradise的照就回去换衣服
我办完事之后
就去sandbar 旁边的breakfast place 吃早餐
更便宜 TT
为什么没有早点去呢？我们叫了个 waffles and （我忘了 TT)
和往常不一样，我没和妈妈叫咖啡和，我叫了vanilla lemongrass tea
哦~太幸福了！！！
9点45分，shuttle bus 就带我们到seaworld
看了好多场表演
也去读了很多fish facts :P
did you know .. the angler fish(fish with lightbulb hanging from its head) mates in a really special way?
the male angler fish is a lot smaller than the female angler fish .. when it mates
it approaches the female angler fish until it dissolves into it, leaving its reproduction parts ....
hmmm
the seals are smart,
but the dolphins are literally head and shoulders above it
they are SOOOOO wonderful! ^^
did you know.. their vision allows them to see everything above water and underwater?
the connections between human and them are magical....
we went for a 5min helicopter ride :DDDDD weeeeeeeee
oh.. and we took pics with spongebob .. reminds me of our form 5 oral test :)
missed the bus by 1 minute at 5pm
眼睁睁看着bus 走，又不想追它，只好坐taxi
还好seaworld 距离hotel 不远，15aussie dollar还有的找的车程
在hotel 告诉前台要morning call and taxi ride ， the dude say no worries I can do it
晚上去吃台湾餐，鸡扒饭、卤肉饭、和（我忘记了 TT)
还有珍珠奶茶呢！（离开中华后很少喝了）
之后去附近的夜市走走
night market was ... rather official hahahhahaha
a weird guy showed me a scented koala bear
why is he weird? .. he scented the koala bear's privates ( he pointed out to me saying the exact same thing) saying that this makes the privates smell amazing
ehmmmmm ._. .. very de awkward
with discount tickets from the night market
我们圆了xuen 的心愿看了 7D movie - the wall of china
it was 8 mins long and amazing :)
but not as amazing as fireworks in disneyland of course :DDDD
当天整理了行李之后提早入睡
1/8
Woke up at 5.00am， there was no morning call
asked the staff, they say there was no record saying we needed morning call .. nor the taxi service
the staff asked me which staff offered me help, obviously i don't know the name
so he called a taxi which came in 3 mins ( and didn't apologize :( )
it was cheaper by $20 than I expected judging by their taxi fare and the distance covered ( yes I calculated before the trip)
had pancakes for breakfast and 8 hour trip back home :)
at 11pm night liang reminded me that I haven't slept for 21 hours.. and I should sleep immediately
ahahahhahahahaha
the end :D
Monday, August 3, 2015
8月3日~
解梦
昨天晚上梦见了小学同学在中学上数学课
今天下午头晕午睡梦见了良邀请中学朋友来我家给我惊喜
一次又一次的梦境
只提醒了我，自己是个多么念旧的人
如此简单
但却不舍得从睡梦中醒来
曾经熟悉的面孔已成为如今的泛泛之交
偶尔寒暄两句
只能靠social media来update每日消息
答应要再见面，却没有下落的聚会
对不起……
I realize how much I rely on random throwbacks to the past
One small thought can lighten up my day
One small
few days ago
1. I stumble across an old picture on facebook, that reminded of the trip to Beijing @ 2013, we were the first batch for this first ever 东盟交流会, :) .. there were 5 of us, jiawei (president of 24 festive drums), tian you (head of cadet), rui qi ( president of concert band), amanda ( ex head prefect) and me :) .. it was a RM500 worth of 7-day-trip and it rocked :)
2. I read an old blog post of mine.. the letter which my friends gave me before I left :) .. they remind me of who I was :) ...
3. a friend of mine posted on twitter, a photo which contains a handmade 加油 poster, it was so familiar... until I realize... I made it during form 3 ... and helped collect those signatures from my friends... I remember how close I was with her.... How I would do anything for a friend ... :)
4. A young friend of mine tagged me in a tweet.. saying that she misses me .. and how I supported her throughout SPM last year.. the problem was.. I can't remember how I supported her.. she said something about a letter.. but I only remember writing one 2 years ago instead... but either way .. it reminds me .... on who I was
I need them little thoughts.. to keep me alive .. to keep me aware.. of who I was
可能最近有点感悟，回想起不久前见面的小学同学。。
竟然在5年里面在人格方面有了那么巨大的变化
很庆幸很多人还是说我没有变过
很庆幸身边很多人提醒着我，莫忘初衷
很庆幸，我还是我
A wish to meet everyone and make everything happen all over again ... :)
#Pastdweller
#psshhh
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