11月26日~~

今天回校
第四次被ECA staff放飞机
朋友气到爆炸

I just come for lecturer and 顺便 go to ECA so ..
not a big difference for me :)

今天比较主要的目的 是 和 joeyee 走下plaza damas 问 part time job

其实
说真的，这是我第一次问关于part time job 的事情

补习和教音乐这类似的工作
说真的，赚比较多

认真觉得她可以找更好的part time job
毕竟真的很有才华~
她会跳ballroom
她的美术超强
成绩很不错
钢琴grade 8

但每个人有自己的苦处 :)

之后在DPC学小提琴后，也顺便问下那里附近的 Part time 是怎么算的
打听到一个会给挺不错 薪水的店
（比starbucks/coffee bean多）
告诉她了之后，她看起来还蛮开心的 ^^


想回去
其实前几天我才和 andrea 看一下plaza damas 附近所卖的prom night dress 多少钱



用不同的角度欣赏这个世界

11月22日~~

Nominated for Best Club
还是觉得这比较Rotaract Club包定了
因为。。
我肯定会投它  :)
but .. still :)
thanks for the acknowledgement

今天和良+妈妈去 Gym
:D
不错。。但腹部前几天拉伤了
做不到太多东西

然后~~
IELTS目前读着英文单字
参考书：字典一样厚的Key words for IELTS

物理历届要昨完了
之后就是完全复习状态

谢谢你。良 ^^
谢谢你给我Rechargable保温袋和你的一张美术
Hahahhaha :D

最近不漂亮的心情
都瞬间消失了



#11个月2天 :)

CHKL Prom Night :)

2014年11月16日

It was a wonderful night :)
Seeing all those amazing tuxedos and all those pretty dresses
is  definitely one of the plus points for me that night

thanks for asking me out liang :P
虽然说。。。
要跟别人大声招呼也不会带我去
但是。。
我也没差
。。
所以。。咱们算是打平了  B)

谢谢你很久以前给我的Can you be my date to prom night 卡片
哈哈哈哈哈
虽然说我也是一直和你要
可是。。你做得很好看
所以。。
还是 扯平 :P (就是不要给你赢）

还有谢谢你陪我逛街
虽然到最后是你买到我没买到多少
but still thank you :P
and thank you for all the gifts you bought from penang for my family :D
it was very nice ^^

anyway
也没吃多少东西
也只留到10.10pm
星期二考试啊 :/
当然不能这样来玩 @@

但是。。
it's enough :)

也没机会知道谁是 prom king/promqueen/ best couple
因为我离开了
哈哈哈哈哈
but 也大概大概猜到的  :P

continue to fight :)

11月14日~~

200 side bends
65 sit ups
and 200 on the hip-and-thigh thing-a-magic
today

**and also a bit of zumba this afternoon.. the magic of youtube.. haha **

couldn't make it to 100 sit ups today...
gym closed dy

going to the gym at night is certainly a first =P


yesterday went prom outfit shopping with mum and liang :)
settle with my own outfit that I already own after the whole shopping experience
 though..
I found this absolutely gorgeous pair of boots ♥
man ...
it is so pretty I can't ...
I can't stop myself..
but say...
please.. I want it :D

anyway ..
went to watch big hero 6 with liang afterwards
the white cuddly robot is just amazing :3
especially when it experienced low battery
HAHAHAH
hilarious .. drunken robot :3

settled a bit of a thing with publika (one last time next year to see them .. and I won't have to see them anymore .. yay )
also .. a bit of a thing with ECA
hopefully after I pass over next january (asap)
next year..
I won't have to deal with them anymore ..
or any of the staff (which is seemingly impossible)
since.. staff is way meaner than lecturers
who btw.. are also mean in a much nicer way

anyway
prom is coming up ^^
excited :3

Made a corsage for the first time too ^^
actually
now that I think of it ..
I think it should be the 2nd time making the corsage
my first time was on a cruise..
and frankly speaking .. i didn't like it a lot ..
hahahha so after that day of making the very kiddy corsage..
i took it off..hahahahaha

comparing both of them ..
I can even see myself grow.. into who i am today
(in a not very philosophical way)

11月11日~~

We did it again :)

Mission accomplished: Walk to Publika
This time. . with Andrea and Jamie

Funniest thing is .. last time when we walked to mont kiara.. it was for Mc D
and this time... its for another burger :3

oh man ..
we have to stop

finally settled payment issue with publika
still find ECA quite interesting.. I mean..  who closes early at 3pm office hour .. hmm
sometimes i wonder how they do that..

anyway.. I finally found a way to forgive the guy I work with in Publika
he seems to be the only one who is working
other people who are not that nice.. btw ...
just told me to wait ...
and wait. ..
 and wait...
and finally after 2 hours of waiting

I went back to college with Andrea ... Thanks to Jamie's mum .. we had a ride back ..
and also ..
met Jamie's cousin .. she seems like a really nice person
and I'm so glad she finds me a nice person too ^^ ..
Even though we just chatted for 30 mins
but that impression is a big wow to me ..

so after that .. we came to a realization that ..
she wants to buy another jelly mould..
and I don't want to come back to settle my payment tomorrow.. when I can actually do it now!

after a few minutes we got back to college...
we took a cab back to Publika..
and I told Andrea... this is too funny =3=
Best (and silliest) RM5 I've ever spent ... ...
save 30 mins .. woohoo!

and so .. after another hour .. I manage to settle my payment
and andrea bought a mould..
we're content and happy :3

and then ...
mum fetch us back to college
where I rushed to photostat the receipt and rush to ECA
who told me they need it desperately (despite them needing 2 months, instead of 2 weeks to process the payment... and I'm like hmm )

and realize.. they canceled the whole day of meeting
on the 14th so I need to reschedule my meeting with them
and they DID NOT notify me or any other people .. at any kind of medium

got pissed

staff are mean ..
some of the lecturers here are mean ..
when they find a way to treat you like shit ..
they treat you like shit ..
hmm

anyway .. skip the countless awkwardness and me being a little annoyed than pleasant,
Jamie and I experienced earlier today...

today was actually pretty cool ..
lots of chatting and stuff :)


after walking to Publika...
I did another silly thing ..
jog ...
exercise...
I did this yesterday... but my stamina is experiencing downfall after like ... 1 week of no exercise
I couldn't complete my 3.8km

so today ..
I realize it might be raining.. with the thunder rolling in ..
I grab the car keys and went to the gym
was  being very random ..
and jogged for 9.23km in 65 mins
 I don't think I've ever ran this far...
like EVER ...
it's my own personal record ^^
And  I wanna try again tomorrow :)
see if I can hit my target again ... >> 10km




and the funniest part it ..
in the end ... there's actually no rain .. lol ..

prom is coming soon (I need to cut some weight.. pick a dress.. learn to make up. .. settle transport.. this is CRAZY).. exam is next week ..
so .. I have time :)
I should probably make this my daily routine for this week ^^

11月8日~

Yesterday ..
I did something.. stupid with Albert and Andrea
...
instead of stupid..
let's just call it 'Legendary" :D

We wanted to get lunch ..
and Albert was like .. wanna get Mc D from Mont Kiara?
Me: I thought u said Publika
Albert: Don't u want McD?
Me and Andrea: Yea
Me: are we taking the car? or walking like what you suggested
Albert: Why don't we walk to Mont Kiara
Me : OK!
Andrea: wait.. really O.O OK! U taking your bag?
Me: Ya...
Andrea: O.O why?
Albert: scare stuff kena stolen .. and also .. WORKOUT!

--after 5 mins--
Albert: This should be the stupidest thing I've ever done ..


so .. we walked 30 mins to Mont Kiara(2km away)..
across really dangerous highways and all
just to get McD
and walked back for 30 mins
....
feeling sweaty and content ... and stupid :D

Never do something like this anymore
....

at night ..
Albert: Wanna walk to Publika on Tuesday?


HAHAHAHHA
We'll never learn :3

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Met him again :D
Happy days are those where I spend with you :)
Days where I completely ignore the existence of electronic gadgets
Days.. where ... I'm happy :D

11月7日~~

I know this is none of my business (anymore .. laughs*)
but .. this overwhelming sadness of saying goodbye is breaking my heart :(

It's coming to me again ..
not as strong and powerful as before that led me to those sad nights with tears and a shriveled heart ..

but enough to let me remember the ache I felt in my heart

Yes.
It's official.
And yes.
Everything will not be like before.
As of the point you get the graduation certificate.
It's official.

Everything. Will. Change.

All you can do ..
Is write down your memories of laughter.. of sadness.. of anger... of absurdity
And tell yourself ... to never forget

then at least..
A year or 10 from now
When you look back, you'll realize..
you used to have such great amazing memories

No matter what .. write down how you feel ... today .. as of this moment ....
embrace yourself in the thick fog of sorrow and nostalgic
And you'll thank yourself in the future =)

Never let go. Of what is important to you.

I'm pretty sure most of the people can let these friendships go faster than I do.
I've been away for like 11 months..
and still.. I have that pang in the chest ..
whenever I miss my friends
and I'm so glad that someone finally understood me =)
I finally don't need to listen to songs like 熬夜, 干杯  and 我们的故事
to relate to myself......... and bleed a bit in my heart (believe it or not.. it still happens hahaha )
since.. that time.. only two handful of us is leaving high school ...

And not the usual: Move on with it. This is life and fate. Accept it. You'll meet new people.

But what they don't know is..

Moving from a relationship with a friend..
To building another similar relationship, similar trust to a new person ..
Is NOT easy ...

After today, you'll get burdened with the peer pressure of getting into a nice college,
of getting a nice college degree,
of getting spot-on testimonials and resume,
of getting a job,
of getting along with colleagues and stuff,
so on and so forth /.....
the thought of not being able to monkey around with the same old gang.....

and that very thought ..
is really scary.
Been there. Done that.

But when you look back what you've written..
Memories will start flowing in ...
Perhaps in imperfect segments..
but a jigsaw piece of it is all it needs to make your day again =)


Don't be afraid to make new memories from today onwards.
But at the same time, clinging onto old ones, is NEVER a sin :)
so long... as it gives you the fuzzy feeling within u ...

Don't worry, don't be afraid.
Remember, and never forget.



BUT



And memories will forever.. be the greatest thing you will EVER share
with your friends... regardless of anything

11月5日~~

考完mathematics
去报考 IELTS

8/12 - Speaking test
13/12 - Listening/ Reading/ Writing Test

很突然。。
却非常需要
andrea告诉我
听讲2个月前就会booking满了

吓到我。。

本来应该没有问题的。。
可是后来发现自己有在 UCAS/ COPA 写过自己12月会去考

有点小兴奋  :)

从7月开始。。
就有开始借一下 IELTS参考书这样
可是叻~~
借了没看就要还了= =
现在终于没有借口让自己不读这些参考书了

还有。。
ex同班同学都去班旅  =(
K 书愉快呀 =(((

11月1日~~毕业典礼

出席了一个不属于我的毕业典礼
又或者说，一个本也包含我的毕业典礼
以一个旁观者的身份出席。。一个本来也是我的毕业典礼

前一天晚上，有人问我，为什么要出席这次的毕业典礼
我说：我想见大家最后一次。。。 。
那种。。可能再也见不到他们的感觉。。很令人害怕惊慌

同时。。我想假装自己也毕业的感觉
一些离校生也出席了这个毕业典礼

看毕业短片的时候monkey在我身边而已
他说。。他也很有感觉。。毕竟。。他今年3月才离校
我们说了很多。。
有同感了很多。。

看着听着。。
我的心揪在一起。。
眼泪却没流出来。。
呀~这感觉正是遗憾
我没后悔离校。。何况这是为了升学必然的道路
莫名的愁绪就一直涌上心头。。。

之前和yita and friend看表演的时候
song yong 有经过然后说：不要哭har..你没有毕业。。他们毕业
哈哈哈哈哈

看着同届学长庄重的卸任仪式
最后一次的报数，最后一次的出列，最后一次的敬礼
大家看着他们解下领带的那一刻
我也只有微笑的份
这种。。。五味参杂的感觉
。。。。。。。
想起一起服务，一起旅行的点滴。。
一起经历了非凡的5年（他们是6年呵呵）
这。。

是非笔墨所能形容的

没有遗憾的是。。
我看到了妹~晓惠~
献上了我最深切的祝福
就好像当年我们小学毕业一样
前一天晚上，我出去买衣服和第一次做sushi
以及半夜写的那封信
总算没白费 =)

很感激她一直如此的珍惜着我。。
领会我的心意。。就够了
 =)

一切尽在不言中

之后还有机会坐下来和rose短短的 catch up
还有机会和良and 敏好好沟通。。
it's like .. I never left =)

I felt great

还有很多很多很多。。
很感谢大家。。
很感谢老师。。
很感谢隆中华 。。

也许我不完美。。。
但，我敢保证，没有这些年年月月的鞭策与感动
今天的伊葶，绝对不一样
隆中华，谢谢你  =)