Here I am still holding on :)

Here I am still holding on :)

..:: Listen ::..

Wednesday, April 16, 2025

4月16日~~

Work from home day, 

Motivation is at a rock bottom as I struggled to focus. My only need and want is to eat, drink, pee and poo. I have a tendency to feel tired, and I'm starting to have a reduced affinity towards coffee. (Making it worst to keep the adrenaline up)

Also I now have cravings for 干捞面, specifically the kind KY makes when we were in the UK. 

Sunday, April 13, 2025

4月13日~~

Last 3 weeks of my first trimester, 
Feels like I'm battling hungover every single day. 

I'm so gassy, 
on the verge of puking randomly, and therefore nauseated at times (but touchwood, not yet),
Occasionally I really really want to eat random things. (But only occasionally),

"It's too early to show" they say
Too bad it feels like my child is levitating in my tummy of gas 
Ugh, never knew that smooth muscle relaxation can be so ... uncomfortable. 
Although, from what I hear from others, my mother and mother in law. We've had it easy. 

I'd take gas over sickness anytime of the day 

Although one good thing came out of it, 
Hearing the heartbeat of my unborn child for the first time and sharing the moment with KY :)

It is a huge relief, that the strawberry-sized of a child is living with the right sets of hands and feet :)

Up next is the non-invasive chromosomes check that will continue to keep me on the edge of my seat. 

Career size, I'm surprisingly still pushing through at work. Although, I'm less into wanting to surpass expectations, but more into doing basic tasks and light exploration. As I told my colleague, my bare minimum this year is to "meet expectations"