Here I am still holding on :)

Here I am still holding on :)

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Wednesday, December 19, 2018

12月18日~~

"I know it's break, but I don't feel free"
That's the first thing I said at our final presentation on Friday.
I mean, how could you feel free when you have 4 reports to write in the winter write? 
Literally, one each week if you want to make it in time.

Today is Tuesday
Since Friday, I've been putting off work 
Started doing something else 
cleaning, christmas prep
But mainly cleaning

The house is empty now
And I've been alone for 3 days now I think. 

Lucky for me, I still have friends in London who takes me out every once in a while for the past few days

My friends who knew I wouldn't be travelling this winter 
were all surprised by my action

It has been quite rare for me to spend the holidays at home

I guess 
I have been very lazy, haven't I :) 



For the first time in forever, I don't want winter to come.
Nor do I want it to end. 

I want everything to end.