Here I am still holding on :)

Here I am still holding on :)

..:: Listen ::..

Saturday, February 28, 2015

2月28日~~

昨天和jamie, meghan, tommy, kok leong去one u 看戏~
kingsman's secret service
才发现自己不太喜欢这样的戏片
18++ 的戏果然还不太适合我
好笑的片段真的很好笑,
可惜血腥的画面对我来说太over了  :(
起先还真的不懂这是18++ 的戏
是看到片头才察觉到这点


想起15岁那年和朋友们看:那些年,我们一起追的女孩
买别的戏票,进这套戏的电影院
还被查票的半途中给丢出来
还真丢脸可笑


我是个永远长不大的小孩


昨天早上自修的时候
闻到了脚臭汗味
好笑的是大家明明都穿着鞋
yucks
可能是地毯的问题
yuckkksssss
那个傻佬吧自己的脚汗擦在地毯上


昨天晚上有人说的话伤透了我的心
请不要当众主管评价我的人格
not everyone lives in the same page of a story nor in the same storybook

这几天也有人说话连接性地惹怒了我
不太喜欢那些问我问题的时候还皱起眉头很不耐烦,拼命说"啦"的人
我的忍耐是有极限的。
我也有权利不回答。
when in favour, be nice.


没有人喜欢没礼貌的人 :)

it's not the best week I've had in my life
but I had worse :)

trials is coming

#需要很多正能量



谢谢逗我开心的你们

Sunday, February 22, 2015

2月22日~~

农历新年
在未来的4年
也无法再如此感受了

有些亲戚
一年也只能见一次面

就连这机会也被剥夺了
怎么办?

爸告诉阿公
我会离开4年
阿公流了眼泪
我心痛了很多下
阿公也许多想了
但其实我还会回来,一定。

我会想念
永无静止的分享
一起漫骂着欺负/得罪亲戚的人
无条件地give and take 
才是最棒的

遗憾
一定有
但不忘美丽的回忆


终于开始了 eportfolio
很久没有那么投入于电脑程式类的project了

才发现,自己一直满溢着对母校的骄傲
那么荣幸自己也曾是这大家庭的一份子

这e portfolio应该需要很多时间
决定每天写一篇
应该够了。


明天开学
不想开学

加油。trials in 22 days :(


Sunday, February 15, 2015

2月15日~~

So... I'm finally 19 
and I haven't got enough of being 18 yet =/ 

Sometimes .. 
I wish time would just ... stop .. or at least just slow down 
Sometimes.. I can't keep up with my own footsteps.. 
yet time is always 3 steps ahead of me .. 

1. 2 birthday surprises 
It was truly amazing :) 
I've never been double pranked in my life .. ever :P 
All those white lies and crazy schemes actually worked on an oblivious person like me 
The one thrown after the AGM was actually suffice to make me feel content and touchy-feely 
I never expected one waiting for me after college on friday :) 
you guys are like .. actresses :P 
and all those sweet little cards with tiny compliments and wishes 
brought a smile and blush to my face 
I never came across myself as such a person
I sincerely thought that I've changed over the year compared to the previous ones
I'm just glad some things haven't changed yet :) 
THANK YOU !!!! 
A big shout out to Jamie, Joeyee and Meghan, :)
BS2 and Editorial Board 
for making me the happiest girl on earth momentarily :) 
Telling me how oblivious I was... should be the peak point of the day for you guys 
hahahahha 

2. Birthday wishes & more 
Someone once asked me 
"why do you put your bday on fb? are you afraid of being forgotten"
Here's my answer: 
Yes, in fact my deepest fear is the fear of losing someone close :) 
Another reason is, 
I'm afraid to forget people who once meant to much to me
For everybody who remembers me, I get to know where they actually are right now
knowing that they're still fine and well 
would just make me content and happy 
I finally got in contact with 2 primary school friends (really good ones)
One whom I'll be meeting up tomorrow
and one whom I've lost contact for a few years now .. 
she's changed over a new leaf and is currently working as a beautician in Publika
Sincerely, I feel happy for her
her high school life was indeed a well known drama
I don't know how she lived through it.. but it's good riddance for her I guess
I've set up an appointment with her during March for a simple lunch meet up :) 
VERY MUCH THANK YOU 
to people who WA/FB/SMS/tried to call me :) 
All those long messages ain't easy :) and i appreciate every bit of it 

3. 14/2 
A happy day well spent with family :) 
冲上云霄 wasn't as good as I expected 
good shots though, I like how they shoot the whole video
There are a lot of very 肉麻  lines 
but too much of it tends to numb my brain :P 
Thanks kai jie for coming ^^ 
Me miss her a lot :3 
and of COURSE i will fly back from UK to attend your wedding (whenever it is)
let me be your bridesmaid  please :3 

4.15/2
My valentines day :) 
thanks for teaching me all those tech stuff (which I still have little/no idea on ._.)
watched "my Mr. Right"
Msia productions 
but hey .. it was better if you ask me :3 .. 
thanks for putting up with my emotional states :) 
Looking forward for more years to come :D 


Joeyee and I were discussing on our views on 儒家思想 the other day 
It was nice having someone to talk to about these stuff :) 
I was 17 when I last had a discussion on such topics :) 
up till now, I find myself the urge to bow and greet when I see someone I respect 

# contentment :) 知足常乐


Sunday, February 8, 2015

2月8日~~

两天前和49届一起送机
大家,都认识了6年
离别情绪当然有
但,却没有流泪。
也能说,非常相信能够再遇见
缘分这回事,可以暂且被撇开

送完机后翰毅唱了:落叶归根
突然好想哭,
才知道。。
原来是
自己想象着自己几个月后也将离开到英国4年的那一刻

莫名的情绪
伴随着我到入眠
回程时,反复想着美君说的那句话:不知道以后还有什么时候还可以这样坐在一起讲废话

我也不知道


良说,
几天后你就自由了
感觉很不赖
though, it's still so surreal :|



Monday, February 2, 2015

2月1日~~

昨天很幸福、很满足 =)

良,
好久不见 :)
谢谢你带the sims 来给我玩
还帮我修下电脑
解下我课业上不会的问题
也带了个礼蓝给我们  ^^

前几天都很爱哭
你的那句话点醒了我
比起2年前的你
你成熟好多了
我会继续好好努力坚强的
谢谢你~ :)

没有你,我的世界可能就不一样了



晚上还有机会看到很久没见过了的学长们
很想念志同道合的大家
很怀念这个属于我的另一个家
谢谢你们  =)
提早祝大家生日快乐吧  :D


今天和明天是假期
继续加油!
往梦想再靠近一步