Here I am still holding on :)

Here I am still holding on :)

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Tuesday, June 28, 2016

#LDRnomore :)

8个小时的时差
9782 公里
10个月的远距离恋爱
很不简单

需要
很多的信任
很多的耐心
很多的容忍

因为会有
很多的委屈
很多的无奈
和很多孤单的夜晚


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为了今天
我熬了好几个夜晚
做了好多icms的东西
只为了
今天能够休假一天
哪怕就只有一天。。
因为我需要安心的不看电话半天。。


但今天早上3.40am想通了一些事情

some things can wait
especially for someone whom I've waited long enough :) 

在大家都还在寻觅自己的未来
为了现况忙碌

我终于有机会喘口气让自己再次明白,再次看清楚,我的最终目的地 :)

或许像老鹰海鸥一样,就算飞得多高多远多雄壮多潇洒,也希望能有个靠岸

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当然我对于今天的画面有很多不同的遐想

第一次见到你的时候,我会感动得流泪吗?
第一次见到你的时候,你会把我抱得紧紧好久好久都不放开吗?

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何况
我很频密的为你哭泣
为这难熬的距离时差难过
因为彼此忙碌而错过很多的交际

在一个完全不同的国境,
一个人走在路上
一个人做巴士
一个人买东西
也能让我想起一个不曾出现过的你

就连在梦里和你牵手
我都是那么小心翼翼,只害怕,梦醒。

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却在我看到你之后,

第一个想法……却是没有想法……

有成千上万的话想说,
但最后只光看着,话不多言。

似乎都把想表达的都表达了。

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It's like.. you never left :) 

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毕

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Thursday, June 16, 2016

6月16日~~

发现我经常在部落格打打删删

似乎觉得
尽管很多事情对我而言,简单刻骨
但却不值得对外一提

也许是太久没写部落格了吧?

又或许习惯了一个人在外生活

2天后回国 :)

依照惯例,我的假期已不再颓废,
只是换个方式充实忙碌

昨天去了harrods, olympic park 和 westfield

却发现Olympic park closed for renovation
呵呵~

越亲近的人,越难买纪念品

尤其是那些很早就申明“不要买吃的给我”的那些人,
不管长得多大,还是很害怕买礼物会让人失望,还是很害怕不被珍惜,还是很害怕白费心机。

hmm

被icms 吞噬的日子依然如此
呵呵~
但还是很犯贱的又爱又恨这种忙碌的日子

designing is still an interest I regret not exploring into sooner :)

Saturday, June 4, 2016

6月4日~~

As time goes by,
and I go alone for too long...

I just can't help thinking about the limitless things to do and places to explore..
before I grow old and settle down to a "hygge" little family :)

(Hygge 是丹麦语的 “幸福”)

Somehow, I've transformed into someone else
Had that conversation with Kian the other day,
what was the one thing that changed us into becoming who we are....

For me, it was always because of the friends around me.
I get inspired so easily, and my Aquarius side shows, where I just want to try everything, and experience it, at least once in a lifetime
so when I grow old I can be that old grandma in her rocking chair and tell her grandchildren100000 stories, each one different from the other :)

One day I will go to Verona, and visit the House of Juliet and drop a line to Juliet's Secretaries
One day I will visit Greece, and know more about my favourite part of the history
One day I will get a chance to see the Northern Lights
One day I will create a new blog, writing about the tips of budget travelling and interesting subjects to take note of
One day I will learn the guitar or ukulele, so that when night dawns, I don't have to go to King's Cross just for the public pianos.
One day I will do a one woman acapella video
One day I will write a song
One day I will freelance as a graphic designer
One day I will join some public competition and get a decent price
One day I will join a marathon
One day I will travel alone
One day I will master hokkien, cantonese, and many more languages and dialect.
One day I will learn a different genre of dance
One day I will learn programming
One day I will learn how to play Dota
One day I will learn how to knit
... etc...

One day I will achieve all of the above before I settle down with the man I love, and get my peace in life.

someone that was once important told me before, 唯有不平凡过,才能选择平凡。

For the past few months, I've unlocked quite a lot of mini personal achievements.
But I'm still in the midst of understanding who I really am..

One day, people will see me as I am, and I will see myself as how people perceives me to be.
One day I will have a 10000 stories to say and know that awesome is still achievable





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In my dreams, we were together,
we held each others' hand ever so gently,
with fear that one rough move will break the spell,
as if , everything is just a dream


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