6月27日~~

Currently unpacking my luggage from the UK

Thats when I realised, this is so different from visiting over the holidays

My organisation from 7 years back before I left is no longer fit for purpose

There are things I no longer use / need, clothes I no longer wear, style I outgrew. 

I left them there thinking I'd still be the same. 

Fascinating, how I clung onto memories / am still attempting to do that.

Fortunately / unfortunately, I ran out of hangers (surprise surprise)

But well I've donated so much in the UK. I surely can do it again :)

Onwards and upwards  

Cue "One last time" from Hamilton for the Nth time this week

6月9日~~

Day 5 since I was tested positive for Covid 19 

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So I got covid somewhere in South Africa, friends who has contracted the disease started testing negative yesterday. 

I realised I wasn't as patient with myself, on a regular day, I would have waited out the 7 days.
But now that my parents are here and I already have to cancel part of our trip to Greece I'm getting nervous

We were supposed to fly to Athens on the 11th from Santorini. Now that the trip to Santorini is cancelled because I got the virus, I'm getting nervous that the negative result is cutting it close. Or what happens if I take longer than the usual person? 

I'm constantly tired, not sure if that's from the virus, or from being anxious, or from sleeping late. 

I'm constantly distracted, so my flat ended up with a lot of half-finished tasks, making it look messy. 

I guess I just have to get a grip of myself, and into a rhythm that I have been refusing to go into 

I'm not fully embracing the spirit of stoicism that I've been preaching

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I do learn more about myself 

I've embodied the spirit of Ben Wyatt from Parks and Recreation

I can't rest, I keep finding little things to do, when all I need to do is rest and let my body fight it's fight 

Have a little more patience and faith YT.