2月18日~~

Firefighting means after working more than 10 hours in the office, the original work is still left untouched. I tell myself I need to work after dinner. But I decided to rest instead

Within me is some guilt but not a lot. 

I guess people can only say "it's urgent" "the deadline is tomorrow" so many times until it sounds like a boy crying for wolf. 

This work has drained me, but perhaps its a me problem, that I don't know how to say no enough. 

But how do you do that, when it's the top person in the company?