There are always times
when stress kicks in
with endless problems popping out from god knows where
after weeks of being sleep deprived
when you thought to yourself: phew, I'm finally done
Then physical pain kicks in
where cramps and headaches barges into your body
like nobody's business (being a girl has its cons)
And some of your friends start to avoid having eye contact with you
in fear you might give them more jobs to do
which is true
because you know you can't do this alone
you need help
but help is not exactly there
There are times
when your friends all feel like giving up
and there are times
when you're blamed for somebody else's mistakes and delays
for not doing your job well / paying attention to the details of your job
when the only thing that crosses your mind in every free second
is your job and responsibility
There are times
you feel like blaming doesn't help anything anymore
so does complaining to any of the ultrabosses
since
well .. they are the one causing you pain
There are times
when you feel like everything is a waste of time
and you need to sleep
but sleep is a waste of time
feeling upset and disappointed
you just have to keep going
....
and going
...
stand up to your transparent opponent .. and start fighting again
...
despite the bruises and scars, your only prize from all this while,
........
you still have to keep going
I have to say ..
without some of you
I wouldn't have last any more longer
I would have given up
as it all seems pointless up to now
when things don't go right,
go left ....
but when things continuously don't go right
you might get a little confused from all this turning around
I want to thank one person in particular
for listening to my endless complaints of my almost seemingly meaningless lifestyle
scolding me without hurting me too much
encouraging me without hesitant
giving me constant warm reminders to sleep early and to take care of myself along the way
thanks liang :)
I truly appreciate everything :)
eternal nerd buddy :DDD
weeeee :D
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