8月20日~~

回到了这个空空的房间
看到只剩一个枕头的双人床

突然有点感触

昨天我们两个人进来
这个快什么都没有了的房间
只好两人睡在一个枕头上

我累垮了
不到几分钟就入眠了
沉睡前的回忆就只是
一个温暖的手臂
和柔柔梳着我头发的五指

半夜时，感觉一双熟悉的唇亲了我的嘴唇一下

感觉好幸福，好像睡美人或白雪公主如此

。。

隔天告诉你此事，你还害羞了一下
这男人也太可爱了

:)

8月14日~~

Home alone

==

things somehow worked out in the end.
I got my visa appointment the day after tomorrow

Given that I've just received my email this afternoon
This is a good head start from what I was used to

I have been alone for a day now.
I took a step out of the house today, came in and realize,
hey, this is my place :)

I can drink wine and watch a movie

that's something ...



isn't it?

==

Also, there is an overwhelming comfort that comes with getting a room alone

you get to clean without feeling you're cleaning for someone else :)

the decorations aren't there yet. I'm afraid that it'll take a while until I'm okay with decorating in my flat.

8月8日~~

I'm about to move out tomorrow
 I think it only struck on me yesterday
that I won't be seeing my friends the same way I am now

for a while

I guess that's why I'm frantically meeting people every meal

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Feeling a little down, a little misunderstood these days
Sensitive is the word perhaps

Well, no time for being a cry baby I guess, just need to soldier on

I got nothing to add on

When time permits and I'm alone, maybe I'll find the time to ask myself "how do YOU feel YT"
Maybe, just maybe I'll find words then.