4月18日~~

3.18am

So much emotions and love

I have the honour of putting our son to bed during his midnight feed. 

I would pat his belly, I watch as he turns around, hands to face until he is tired and his fingers lightly touched his soft toy doggy ..before moving to my hand

His eyes look at me tentatively before closing it slowly.  

Oh the joy and the honour of comforting a loved one to sleep

4月5日~~

It was raining outside

There is some rainy day-themed songs playing

I sang along and danced with the little baby boy 

I felt his yawn as he dozed off onto my shoulders

His fuzzy little head on my cheek as I kissed him goodnight

I felt like I was the richest, luckiest, happiest person in the whole wide world. 

All it took was a little baby boy who loves me so unconditionally before he could say the word love. 

I have some thinking to do on what my next move would be.