Here I am still holding on :)

Here I am still holding on :)

..:: Listen ::..

Thursday, May 28, 2015

5月28日~~

和大伙们去
Plaza Damas 庆祝生日
本来是给 albert 和chin yew 的
结果albert 的肩膀移位
所以不能和男人们去打tennis
所以不能出席dinner
所以不能出席 surprise bday party

=/

It's easy to buy gifts for a stranger
Hard buy gifts for a friend
Even harder to buy gifts for a good friend
 --- me

我花了有快1个小时
去这些地方购物思考
不容易
到最后settle on two very lame gifts
我知道看了很欠揍
but it's enough to keep a person's smile up
hopefully
我就知道总有一天
会有人讨厌我这样买礼物
哈哈哈哈哈~
这天终于来了

这习惯什么跟着来?
很难说
大概就是中学吧:)
当开始和奇怪的人混熟之后哈哈哈哈
我发现什么礼物都不重要
What matters is the heart to make it matter :)
That's what I've known all these time
我其实很期待收奇怪的礼物
但非常奇怪确实没收过
我记得高一的某一天,帮诗敏庆祝生日
可怜咯,我给她一条香蕉,和一包菊花茶
把菊花茶当作蛋糕
水草当成蜡烛
然后yay!

anyway
今天也被耗尽了
我发现 full plank 让我的 elbow 变十分丑陋
-.-

Considering to do a one-woman-acapella
it would sound ... not so good..
but u know
might as well just try :D ..
I haven't started .. But I know I will one day these few months

also
special plan is taking place :)
I'm finally making progress :D
Gonna try something new today

Sunday, May 24, 2015

5月24日~~

I would like to say ... quite a lot happened today :)

1. Midvalley gathering :) 
I went to Midvalley to meet a few of the darling prefects..
Everyone is practically going everywhere.. and anywhere ..
I feel that I should keep a notebook on where everyone is to keep track
but then again .. i wouldn't know what to write in it..
I'll drown myself with repetitive+confused+mixed memories
Peipei:
 going to 北京大学  (woots woots! ) with Top scholar scholarship! (Woots woots x2 ! )
for Economics.. Plus.. she got accepted by 香港科技大学too! Prolly two of the top notch
universities in Asia :D .. NTU .. is so going to regret rejecting you .. They don't deserve you if they don't acknowledge your talent :) .. Leaving in September
PS>.. she lives in Negeri Sembilan (NOT PAHANG! .. don't assume everyone in hostel leaves in Pahang :3 )
PPS.. 北京大学 is nearby 清华大学.. where 柔妤is at night there (my darling 正式  :))) )
Rose:
Going to Polland for Medicine.. Dear Rose have been missing in action for a few months since I've last seen her.. she's one of my closest partners , a member of 2349 :D ... apparently my suspicions were correct .. she really has trouble with the internet back there in Pahang .. can only use Data / Wifi in the morning .. at the 2nd floor haahhahahah .. School opening in October
(Can visit via EuroStar or something :D )
Li Xin:
At UTAR studying QS right now :D ... and she'll be twinning to Harlem (If not mistaken).. for her last 3 months ... after 4 years of her course.. poor girl .. when she got to the parking lot today.. her car door was open .. car was ransacked.. her touch and go went missing.. PLUS .. that dude / dudette drank her water (and she didn't notice, and drank it ! ... she went nuts because of this) .. She works in a kindergarten right now ... hilarious stories from her ..
Wei wen:
at Sunway studying ACCA, he says . a lot of exams.. and IF and only IF he passes all in one shot.. it will take him 2 and a 1/2 years to complete the whole programme
Han Yee:
Heard he was admitted to NTU , but then again my memory is constantly failing hahahaha, He's currently working at qizhi 华小 , as a substitute teacher, he teacher maths and chinese too. Once he's students said 起立,行礼,帅哥老师好, and the vice principal was ngam ngam outside the classroom, he had to clear his throat and say .. ahem ... my name is 杨老师 , repeat please. .. hahahhaha .. and he's students don't think he's 19.. they think he's more of a 24-year-old dude.. (ouch)
En Yi:
I didn't expect her to attend.. :D .. was shocked when she say she sleep at 2am .. and wakes up at 2pm everyday at home.. she managed to wake up on time for us today hahahahha
Love you guys to bits :3 .. the BUTTER COOKIES WERE AWESOME! Good food + Wedding fair = perfect combination xD

2. MPH trip 
Had a not-so-fruitful day at Popular yesterday
I managed to pick up everything at MPH today :D
INCLUDING A FREE TUMBLER!
1. Mechanics 2
2. Ellen Degeneres : Seriously.. I'm Kidding
(Don't u just love her? )
3. Watercolour set.. cuz I really really really want to pick up a new skill :)
and more .. ^^
Spend over RM150 , you get either a tote bag or tumbler..
as a really rational aquarius.. OF COURSE I chose the tumbler over the bag hahahahha
Cuz I'm this weird
Anyway.. I spent more than an hour in that bookstore..
I'm very well considered as a nerd.... hahahaha
quite overwhelmed by everything in a bookstore.. every time..

3. Outing with Family 
I saw my Primary School friend .. whom I haven't met in 7 years !!!!
OMG .. I can't believe I can still recognize her, nor she could recognize me ..
she's hanging out with her boyfriend.. and I'm rushing for a show ..
so we just met eyes... (wide wide wide eyes)
and go HELLO!
hahahahha and then walk our separate ways
doesn't matter :P .. gonna meet her in the near future when I plan that gathering ^^
(like finally)

4. Pitch Perfect 2
I'll be frank
I love it even when I watched it twice in a row during these two days
I absolutely love love love love it :D
Why can't all dudes be like that XD
but that's not the point..
do you have any idea.. how Hard it is to acapella club music?!
♥ . ♥
Original songs.. and all the other songs ..
AHHHHH ♥
And I was almost in tears at some point
it's just too harmonious ... I can't.. even .....
pinpoint how wonderful it is ...
Everything goes together better than matching lock and key ...
And when Anna Kendrick say :
When years gone by, I won't be able to remember all the performances,
Just this.....
I cannot agree better :)
I miss my prefects .. my high school mates.. even more ....
all those faces in the past which I prolly won't meet anymore...
All those tiny moments where we've stolen glances of glee with each other
All those moments when we were together at the table eating and chatting random stuff..
I remember the time we sat in a circle and cried out eyeballs out
(again and again and again with different people )
I remember the time we waved M'sia flags while waiting for the prime minister to come
and shower our school with money we needed (though he came to eat the food, enjoy the performance, all he said was basically job well done.. and no cash... poor independent high schools)

Though I am constantly in a confused state
where my brain has a lot of memories and there's a big blender working its magic in there
I remember everything .. I just got the dates and sequence wrong :)

I remember that weiyu, a girl who's one of my members, has low blood sugar, she acts like a cat around me, she demands for a sweet treat every time I patrol her station.. She gets dizzy after standing too long in the sun, but she has a strong personality, a really good cosplayer too.. too bad she shut herself away from me .. It gave me a heartache just thinking how she's gone from my life..

PS, I'm so sorry for this mini memory flush.. i'm withholding them right now..
yu jun was right ... aquarius brains... it's like ..one tiny blob of ink .. and ripple effect occurs..
which some how reminds me of butterfly effect .. hahahahha okay.. I have to stop talking

Thanks for the memories :')
I have to get over these within these few months..
Else, I'll be crying alone in September


PS.. I hope I can have the Emily's courage, have one tiny step and say: A new chapter of my life, has just begun....

I agree with Joeyee :)
叙旧time has arrived ...

The next time we meet might be at someone else's wedding or something :')
I'm sorry for being touchy feely
But a friend from Cambodia got married at our age of 19 (she didn't get pregnant btw.. just that .. it's legal over there hahahha )



Saturday, May 23, 2015

5月23日~~

Outing day with college lunch mates :)

Schedule:
- Escape Room@ Prison break
- Lunch @ Italiannies
- Movie @ Pitch Perfect 2! :D

We lost .. again :/
on the LAST padlock
this game was built to make people feel dumb.. i swear hahahahaha
I still think we can win this thing :3

Lunch...
was huge ..
lucky we share all the dishes hahahahahah

Movie..
was just breathtaking ...
hwoahhhhh
THAT KIND OF HARMONY TT
even if i had to re-watch it .. i would be really :D

Glad to see you guys like my card :3 ...
♥

we shall meet again :)



Friday, May 22, 2015

5月22日~~

First day of holiday
consider myself to be quite productive ~

Went to Zumba with mum in the morning
cleared out some A levels practices and worksheets
will Recycle the notes soon also...
(Gonna make new notes for maths, physics and chem.. so i don't have to bring a bulk of notes to UK )
and then practice the piano
went to the gym
practice more piano
and finally finish learning a new song, that I was dying to learn for some time :D
planning to do something
which I can't say..
in case some stalkers ruin their surprises themselves

looking forward to tomorrow ^^
outing .. like FINALLY :D


anyways ..
yesterday.. planned a very yolo outing with banana min
hmmm .. on second thought ..
it wasn't exactly planning..
it was just a proposal
that leads to somewhere
hahahahaha
funny... when you know someone well enough ..
everything becomes so efficient ..
you say one thing , she say another..
and tada .. a plan is born

one day trip to Melaka in July :)
Not sure if this is going to work out since I need permission from my parents
same goes for her
but either ways ..  we would be fine :)
two people with no sense of direction shall show that..
a woman's 6th sense is all we need
#YOLO

Sunday will be going out with dem prefects..
missing them so so much

June will be attending prefect's camp
as a helper...
and a few days from then, will be going to meet up with dearest 2"349" :D
I miss those 3 so so dearly
for memories of those busy dars, so dear,
were not meant to be forgotten

know a certain didi's birthday .. like FINALLY

liang ask me to learn something new ..
and he knows i will :P
I will ... make this a great holiday :)



PS.. 光良的歌太好听 了 ♥

Thursday, May 21, 2015

5月21日~~

终于假期了!

早上起来还没有 strike到。。
还心想,明天还有考试。。不。。等下,今天不是最后一天了吗?
DING ... wakes up *V* 

开始在想回家要干嘛
接下来的日子要干嘛
其实也没什么
因为水瓶座就是有无穷无尽的点子

但到最后
还是settle on gym :3 
运动的感觉实在太棒了
feels fresh and healthy hahahha 
like cloud nine 
lul 

最后
昨天520 
傻傻的两个人就这样一起忘记那么可爱的日子
知道看到facebook 才惊觉
oops :P 

休假一下

就要扫扫尘芥
继续努力
努力干嘛呢? 
Prepare for visa documentations 
Further maths (毕竟,似乎很多人都拿了可不想落后) 
Cooking 
Abs 
ETC..... 


想做个吃货
吃好多好吃的东西(自己却很挑食)
想看好看的
想玩有趣的
想尝试新事物
想完成愿望
:) 

Friday, May 15, 2015

5月15日~~

突然想起昨天他们说话的conversation
有点不安的心情
怎么会有人在生日派对突然谈起考试呢=/ 
可知道,从小到大,最怕就是别人问我考过的考试问题如何如何
总是distance myself from 那些一定会讨论试题的同学
不听就代表没事
听了会不安担心开始doubt myself

Being oblivious saves a person from a heartbreak or two 

anyway
昨天和几个朋友给jamie办了个surprise bday party 
第一次那么成功 :o 
从来从来就没有安排过surprise bday party
因为。。。。。。
我从来没安排过surprise bday party(?)
我觉得我的惊喜都超明显的
除了小豆豆那次~
那个太废了,她怎么会没看到那么大张东西从她面前飘来飘去呢 :'D

终于也可以安心读书了
这两天都在徘徊着电话,电脑,卡片,笔记上
就如我所预料,大家active的时间都很不一样哈哈哈哈哈
有些人是夜猫子,有些人是普通人。。
有些人早回,有些人迟回。。
tommy问我为什么要把留言定到那么早的时间
我回他,因为我怕会有“这种”情形出现
就是那种突然迟迟回然后说忘了这样的情形哈哈哈

anyways
卡片瑕疵很多,很开心jamie还是很给脸的说它是张tumblr/insta worthy card
已经尽量不要给它那么handmade了,还是长那样子
还有那两个卡通,画了手稿后才用marker pen trace
前后画了一个小时(我太差了哈哈哈)
画完之后立刻问良:当时他是不是也花了那么久的时间画东西给我
他说,差不多咯。。。
awww ♥

大概说下整个流程吧
基本上是我突然心血来潮想到的点子就被采用这样

让jamie的cousin假假叫pizza
然后我们负责拿pizza上去^^
拿着蛋糕再她面前SURPRISE!!!
然后唱生日蛋糕

regina不说我都忘了有个很神奇的"magic relighting candle"在我家
哈哈哈,只是试过有一次在yeezhe的生日派对上用而已哈哈哈

那天晚上除了个小pizza dinner 以外
就开始玩kinect
告诉你,真的很开心
哈哈哈哈
很喜欢有动感的东西
虽然只玩一次,但一次就够了
哈哈哈哈

本来8点多该回家了
拖到10点才回家
然后10.30左右到家(还好no traffic jam)
留下来谈了几句,成为了最迟回家的一群

好啦
可以开始正式K书了

告诉自己甭想谈话内容就行了
加油哦!!


哦!还有件很好笑的事情
我读那个很好笑的“conversation starter”然后他们说我一定要回答那个问题: 
If you can have dinner with one person (dead or alive) who would it be? 
我想了一下说, isn't it obvious? 
他们说 no ==
我很小声的说,my boyfriend
davina 说,I know she didn't mean it hahahahhaa 
我说, yea.. but I will feel bad if I didn't say that hahahahah 
回到家我告诉良
他也说,他赞同那句 I will feel bad if I didn't say that .. 
真是的。。。 =w=


Tuesday, May 12, 2015

5月12日~~

一点点呼吸空间

今天一直逃避现实
回到家不想洗澡走来走去晃了大概1个小时
很失败的没完成写歌计划

一个沉浸在回忆的女人
就这样明明就没有过很久的17岁
谢谢你依旧那么的宠我
多忙多累多blur还是硬撑和我video call
你的每个小动作,烘得整个心都暖暖的 :)

想开始筹备还有3个月的离别礼物
没想到你比我还在离开 :'(
但今天很fail 地fail 了计划1
哈哈哈没有kick 呱~

好啦不说了,先继续为下一科加油 :)

考过就算了,大家加油!






Thursday, May 7, 2015

5月7日~~

Super random fact about me:
-- Card making tutorials make me feel happy  --

* Or the sims would say, feel creative*

woke up with a crappy mood today
of course my reason to that would be I slept late at 2am yesterday and tried to wake up at 7am, failing which, woke up at 8am after a series of snoozing (haha, I'm doomed)

of course, right now, I'm just simply content.




Also, Puuung's art make me feel simply blissful.





#Taken from Puuung's art

Have been my hp's wallpaper for a few weeks for now :) ..
adore this

Wednesday, May 6, 2015

5月6日~~

Before the caffeine starts working
and before I start to become more sober

Decided to blog a bit

ehm .. Trials on 8th
which is so soon I can't even comprehend

anyways...

Did a little research on UCLU
and I realize I will have much fun :)
Though I did promise myself not to get totally involved into societies and stuff
I think I will get involved anyways @@
Like always, I tend to break my own promises hahahahah

Got my eyes on Malaysian Society (A must to join if I might say .. I don't want to get homesick too often > < )
and ... the volunteering society .. (in case I get bored on a Saturday )
and maybe also the Dance society .. for fun ... (Want to learn Hip hop and some other styles of dancing so badly)
ok... and maybe chinese society ..
** Imma greedy person **

Not going for those gigantic group kind-of clubs this time
I really want to learn more hands-on things :)
I want to learn something new :D
u know... skills .. to spice up my life hahahhaha

Okay .. let's hope I keep my word this time :3

Some people say I can't  (like my brother)
I mean seriously .. I kept my distance from student union during college and got into editorial board .. during high school I went at it for prefectorial board and the school's house committee
I'm ... out of control @@ ..

lately I've been holding in pretty well .. for half a year so far :)
And now .. it's eating me @@
I want to do something that makes this whole life experience more special :)
I sincerely do ..

I want to go some place with my friends
I want to learn the harmonica
I want to draw a beautiful portrait
I want to do yoga
I want to do bungee jumping
I want to be insane

The lack of randomness is killing me so so slowly
so not me ...

#TrialsAreComing
#HaveToJiaYou


It really does become quite boring @@

Friday, May 1, 2015

5月1日~~

昨天最后一天上课
时间快到让我无法接受这个事实
也可能因为如此,眼泪并不在

因为想起我的pizza coupon 没有用到
不小心成为spontaneously主办class party 的人
呵呵~

最后一天做了些愚蠢的事情
到最后还悬崖勒马了两下

首先早上下雨,用了50分钟到学校
本姑娘心情好,所以没什么发脾气

也许今天开始放4天假
也许全世界突然对pizza情有独钟
必order pizza不可

要不然dominoes不会告诉我要1个小时半才到
joeyee告诉我solaris有一间
不如直接驾车过去买
因为她知道怎么去,
所以没有考虑多久就决定做她的车
也因为赶时间,我们完全不要使用很遥远的行人天桥

要知道
college窗口超级少,一直到要踏出taylor's之前
都不知到外面刮风下雨

于是joeyee撑起了小伞
两个人就过了马路
脚都湿透了

那时我就开始在想
其实真的很不值得 @@
干嘛要去到那么远买Pizza
明明shopping mall楼上有个buy one free one canadian pizza
然后joeyee就cancel了付费for parking ticket
然后就聪明的走去其实并没有和远的行人天桥
这,就是所谓的悬崖勒马。

觉得自己笨爆了@@

anyways
享受了第一次在college吃泡面的感觉
(受尽了苦,当然是饿爆了)

pizza party就这样delay了30分钟
化学教授很客气的给我们浪费她的时间哈哈哈哈~

愁绪没很多
但照片超多
老师也给我们一些简单的speech
其实还蛮有感觉的

谢谢教授们的用心和朋友们的鼓励
终于到A2 了
该好好用功了。。。

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今天补习后和jamie,meghan,teng,regina和tommy吃好吃的~
呵呵~
看到了jon
他好多头发 O.O
我也知道远来teng也认识我小学的一位同学
哈哈哈哈~
原来很多人都千年不变,又有些人一直改变
我,蛮倾向前者 @@ 只是没那么害羞了而已哈哈哈哈
但偶尔还是会害臊一点

我其实很感激ms. lai
毕竟她点醒了我很多
就好像其他的教授一样
也用了他们的方式让我容易明白我在干嘛
很希望大学也有那么好的教授 : (
应该很难忘记ms. Lai知道我要当化学工程师之后的样子
突然很开心地看着我~
我不会让大家失望了 :)
我会好好加油

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前3天min和tracy来学校卖衣物和首饰
每次下课或有时间都会跑过去procrastinate 哈哈哈
连Min也忍不住问我,干嘛不要一面读书一面讲话
procrastination 嘛~~~~~~~~

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小六同学似乎都很想要参加gathering
有信心办成的感觉

49届那里也要个gathering
如果没什么的话,我也肯定出席 ^^

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假期快乐,考试加油